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That elusive day

Stuck here like this, no were to go and nothing around to see,its flat empty and lonely.
I’ve been wondering for years,weeks and days with only myself to talk to.
this silence is so loud my head hurts,
this grey world i travel means nothing to me, but yet feels like home.
all alone with out a birds song in the sky,i wish i could just curl up and die.
im trapped here in my own hell, a prisoner to my self.
the days are long but the nights are longer as i rome searching for what ever it is i must find.
a light appears in the not too far distance but i know it means nothing as it will soon disappear,as it as so many times before.
i turn my back and walk the other way,still searching for that elusive day.
so alone i must travel around this lonely place, imaging i’l find some day that some thing to put a perminent smile on my face and the glow in my heart…and may be a spring in my step

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❤ℓινιηgJst4u offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 156 #
An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (15 minutes after post)

hey there, its really beautiful writing.
You seems to be so lonely..huh?
if you dont mind, can we talk?

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (16 minutes after post)

All my life, i looking for someone to ..to be with me.
Thts same thing i feel , but i couldn’t describe like you did.

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (19 minutes after post)

You don’t feel like replying…to me.

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Anonymous #
12 months ago (23 minutes after post)

iv alway felt like this…and i dont know why

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (26 minutes after post)

glad you replied me

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (27 minutes after post)

i been always like for many years..until i stopped looking for this and started living for me.

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (29 minutes after post)

Whnever i felt sad, i just couldn’t find anyone to help me around.

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Anonymous #
12 months ago (32 minutes after post)

me as well…people say “they understand and they know wot im goin through” but most people(i know)are just nieve or in it for some thing else..
i feel stupid talkin about this…its not a bloke thing to do

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (33 minutes after post)

hey…but dont lose hope

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (34 minutes after post)

somebody,…i belive that, someone might find crying even whn it is raining.I just hope, still some good peoples are around.

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (37 minutes after post)

even now, i feel like talking to myself. i thought you might talk with ..

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Anonymous #
12 months ago (37 minutes after post)

me too…im just want and need to be luved…it not to much to ask from life is it?

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Anonymous #
12 months ago (38 minutes after post)

im ere if u want to…could do with the company lol…pull up a rock and park ur bones lol

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (39 minutes after post)

so stop with this anoy and can u show u r name?

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Anonymous #
12 months ago (39 minutes after post)

gulp!!

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (40 minutes after post)

^^ its ok. just tell abt you, alright?

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12 months ago (43 minutes after post)

i realy dont know wot to say..i didnt thing id get a reply

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (44 minutes after post)

owe…so you dont wanna talk with me.

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (44 minutes after post)

well, atleast , do you have an yahoo messenger.

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (47 minutes after post)

i guess, i hit the road if you dont wanna talk….

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Anonymous #
12 months ago (50 minutes after post)

i do want to chat but i find it hard..its hard to explain….

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12 months ago (50 minutes after post)

no MSN

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Fritwell, K2, GB | 12 months ago (51 minutes after post)

Got too love your self first before anyone else can love you guys,

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12 months ago (52 minutes after post)

luv is just a word women use to get wot they want…sorry

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (52 minutes after post)

okey!!
but if you really dont want to feel alone, you need to talk with somebody.
You can’t just store everything in your head. you gotta let it out.

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Fritwell, K2, GB | 12 months ago (56 minutes after post)

Anonymous wrote:
luv is just a word women use to get wot they want…sorry

With an attitude like that it’s no wonder you are single and lonely, if I ever heard my boyfriend talking like that he would defo be single

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12 months ago (1 hour, 5 minutes after post)

Cakes;-) wrote:

Anonymous wrote:
luv is just a word women use to get wot they want…sorry

With an attitude like that it’s no wonder you are single and lonely, if I ever heard my boyfriend talking like that he would defo be single

im sorry i didnt mean to hit a nerve…but if u treat im rite and listern to him when he needs u to then u’ll never hear him say those words

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Fritwell, K2, GB | 12 months ago (1 hour, 16 minutes after post)

I do I treat him very well, you didn’t hit a nerve I’m trying to understand if you are thinking like that tho how do you expect people to love you and therefore end the lonelyness you are feeling?
Men use love to get girls into bed all the time, trust me I have been there but I don’t use it as a sheild against getting hurt again, you want to be less lonely only you can change that, and asking for help is a great 1st step

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12 months ago (1 hour, 22 minutes after post)

like i said im sorry..iv any add three girlfriends…and only been intermate with one..the first two cheated and i got rid…the third cheated and i put up with it coz she said she luved me..but she did it again and took every thing,kids,car,money and my life and now im back in this hell

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Fritwell, K2, GB | 12 months ago (1 hour, 26 minutes after post)

You don’t need to be sorry to me hon, I wasn’t offended because I know it’s not true, I was more concered about what made you feel like that. Not all women are like that I promise, I’m not and I know plenty of other girls who are not, get your life back on track concertrate on you for a while, it is hard but you need to do it for your kids, is she letting you see them?
They say that you follow a pattern fall for the same women, I fell for the wrong men over and over and over and now looking back I can see that they were all so similar, you need to break the pattern

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12 months ago (1 hour, 38 minutes after post)

as and when…its hard especially when they go and i see there lil faceis and i can tell they dont want to go…i havnt seen them for a couple of weeks..not since she brought one of her new fellers around to introduced him to me and my parents…which personally i thought was below the belt so to speak

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Fritwell, K2, GB | 12 months ago (1 hour, 51 minutes after post)

Oh bless you that must be so hard, I hope she hasn’t brought her new fella into your childres lives already, they must miss you, can you talk to her is she being reasonalble

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12 months ago (2 hours after post)

we’ve been split now since february and shes add four fellers since..that i know ov..and shes introduced them all to the kids…my son tells me lil bits ov this and that..my daughters a lil bit young to propelly under stand at the mo but she knows some thin isnt rite..it hurts not seein the kids but it hurts even more seein them..if that makes sence…and as far as beein reasonable no she aint

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12 months ago (4 hours after post)

What a tough situation for you, I wish I could help more but I just don’t know very much about the law and that sort of thing, but I can talk if you need to, there are also normally lots of people here to talk too but it has gone fairly quiet at the moment

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