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i want to die

more than once, people have come up to me and asked “why are you so nervous?” and i…really don’t know…maybe i have a disorder or something, i’m not very interested in names, and diagnosing, i tried so hard to be normal around people, just relax, i tried every way, not paying attention to myself but to the surroundings, trying to be myself and not giving a sh*t about people, and so many other ways. I can’t find a way that works. If i ever get nervous and if someone asks me about it again i might snap. It’s not even their fault actually, it’s mine, i can’t be …. normal. I’m a freak.

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gypsy-corner offline Verified User (1 year) Long Term User Shouts: 53 #
An Undisclosed Location | 12 months ago (4 minutes after post)

Your not a freak. I’ve felt this way to before. Have you always felt this way or did something cause this to happen?

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (5 minutes after post)

ur not a freak a lot of people go though this. me, myself has actually gone through this. Its a really hard situation but u just got to push through it. And u can be normal you just need a little push. GO to a therapist and talk to him/her. Youll be fine. But dying is the last way you want to solve your problem.

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (17 minutes after post)

ur not a freak.this world can be harsh ,and this world can be beautiful. its all a gmae really.but i would follow juicy girls advice.see a professional,it will make all the difference.

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Vilén offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 12 months ago (3 hours, 27 minutes after post)

Being normal is overrated.

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