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I don’t want to go to sleep tonight.

I don’t know it’s scary and blah O.O
Such a waste of time and my life
And ew what is the point of me
I’m such an idiot and my life is just so bleh
Nothing happens in it but I don’t want anything to happen but I do but blah I don’t know

And I don’t know just
GRRR MY BRAIN IS DISCONNECTED
I can never describe anything properly
Everything is so frustrating for me
And anything that people find simple I find challenging
Why am I such a retard
Everything is so stressful
And I get pissed off at everything
And I have no self discipline at all

I don’t know what’s wrong with me
Or why I feel so bleh
But I’m getting tired and I really don’t want to sleep

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pjrk offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (6 minutes after post)

do you like to read? it helps me escape and imagine things and drift. If you find a really good book one that you really enjoy read it again, it will make you sleepy after a while and you will want to dream not sleep

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ɐʇɐɯɹǝɟ.Suc offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
Luton, I1, GB | 12 months ago (10 minutes after post)

I hate reading

No my dreams are too risky
They are so vivid I sometimes have issues telling if it’s real life or not even after the dream
And so the bad ones…

…no

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pjrk offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (13 minutes after post)

what do you enjoy doing?

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Anonymous #
12 months ago (14 minutes after post)

do u all ways feel like this or is it just today?

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ɐʇɐɯɹǝɟ.Suc offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
Luton, I1, GB | 12 months ago (19 minutes after post)

pjrk wrote:
what do you enjoy doing?

Music

Anonymous wrote:
do u all ways feel like this or is it just today?

Mostly only today but it used to be a lot

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Anonymous #
12 months ago (22 minutes after post)

then i sujest you go chill out play some music have a hot bath and just relax, your probaly just worked up if it starts to happen alot tho speak to someone about it like ur mom or a close friend…maybe even a doctor

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (22 minutes after post)

how about reading about a band you like, or depending on what you like about music try writing a piece of music for the next 30 mins

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Luton, I1, GB | 12 months ago (24 minutes after post)

Anonymous wrote:
then i sujest you go chill out play some music have a hot bath and just relax, your probaly just worked up if it starts to happen alot tho speak to someone about it like ur mom or a close friend…maybe even a doctor

It’s almost 1am, I can’t just play some music…

pjrk wrote:
how about reading about a band you like, or depending on what you like about music try writing a piece of music for the next 30 mins

Attempting to write music stresses me out

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (27 minutes after post)

when this happens to me i lie in bed and watch films - try ti it can really help sometimes

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Anonymous #
12 months ago (27 minutes after post)

i know the time im in newcastle dont u have a ipod?

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Luton, I1, GB | 12 months ago (28 minutes after post)

Anonymous wrote:
i know the time im in newcastle dont u have a ipod?

Yeah but my earphones are in my computer
And when I feel liek this I can never find music that I want ot listen to

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Anonymous #
12 months ago (31 minutes after post)

oh i see music can sometimes be the best thing in the world and sometimes it just bugs me.did something happen to get u upset?

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (33 minutes after post)

why does writing music stress you out, just write let go a bit, just relax. It doesn’t need to be good no one has to hear it, you don’t have to like it or be impressed by it, but it might give you a bit of a release. channel your feeling of restlessness and frustration a bit.

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Luton, I1, GB | 12 months ago (38 minutes after post)

Anonymous wrote:
oh i see music can sometimes be the best thing in the world and sometimes it just bugs me.did something happen to get u upset?

No

pjrk wrote:
why does writing music stress you out, just write let go a bit, just relax. It doesn’t need to be good no one has to hear it, you don’t have to like it or be impressed by it, but it might give you a bit of a release. channel your feeling of restlessness and frustration a bit.

I’m really bad at it…
I can’t really express my emotions properly.
I have to like it.

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (48 minutes after post)

you cant be bad at something like music, it is personal opinion. You might think your unable to express your emotions, but so far I’d say most people that have read this have picked up on, frustration, boredom, unhappiness, self hate. A huge mix of emotions all not quite sure where to go and obviously making you restless.
You need to just try to find something inside yourself or something around you that will help you let go a bit. try not to worry with how things turn out, just try it and see what happens.Couple of deep breaths, close your eyes remember the last concert you went to or that guitar rift that sent a shiver up your spine or that song you and your friend go mental for when you hear it together, or the last song you downloaded and why you wanted that one.
you don’t have to do or like anything.

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Luton, I1, GB | 12 months ago (1 hour after post)

Ohhhhhh barracuda…

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An Unknown Location | 11 months, 3 weeks ago (1 week, 2 days after post)

oh wowzers that is awesome =[]omg i could totally relate

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An Unknown Location | 1 month ago (10 months, 3 weeks after post)

Dude - who brings you a food.. ?

– cause if u r so lazy i guess you can die from hunger — just
go and become independent.. — stop being so week.

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