first of all..are you male or female?? gotta know how to talk to you..ha!
oh yes…you are female…tee hee..my bad..coz you mentioned you have a ‘boyfriend’..sowweee…
so how sad do you feel?
why do you feel sad and lonely?
why do you feel that your family are like so far from you, even though you live together with em in one place?
are your friends really your friends?? or your Hi & Good Bye friends??? etc..
what is your boyfriend busy of??
why is he so busy?
does he even give you a call like 3 times a week?
does he even chat with you on MSN/Yahoo/etc..???
does he even visit you at home ? or are you an Emo girl, that just gives him so much depressions? [including ur friends too] ??
etc..
about your friends;
do they even text you some “Hi, how are you? ”
or are you not that Miss Famous-To-Her-Friends ?
what are your hobbies? and what are your friends hobbies ?
what are your friends mostly busy of ?
what are your interests ? what are your friends interests ?
etc…
Hmm.. Is it like things aren’t going your way?
Because if its that kind of situation I know how you feel.
First you not pathetic :)
People feel like that sometimes its okayy.. you should like make arrangements ahead of time to hang out with your friends or make new ones..like try doing something that you like after school or something..
Like, I felt the same way..I was so lonley at home and all of my friends were like out doing there own things..and im just like..”eh..” and I didn’t know what to do..
Maybe you should just try doing something that you lovee..like for me I went back to dancing and theater..cause i know thats one of my talents so I just went for that.
And I actually had fun.
Sorry if I’m not that much of a help..but I do know how you feel though.
I dunno I guess I’m just sad a lot. I have depression which interfears with meeting new people at time. A lot of times once people know I’m on them they kinda get freaked out and don’t know how to react. Ya know? There’s just a lot of things goin on I guess to make me feel this way. My family isn’t all that closs with each other. Kinda like strangers with door keys hahah. My freinds call but they are busy with school or jobs and it just gets to me sometimes. Its like I”m by myself all the time…wow I sound stupid.
My boyfriend works alot he’s like 6 years older then me and has a steady job and works like 12 hours all the time which makes it hard to get together.
Oh my gosh.
We are in the same postion lol.The things is..I just do whatever ..trying to get myself a hobby or something..I was sick and tired of feeling low and down..There needed to be a change..
dertenbee wrote:
about your friends;do they even text you some “Hi, how are you? ” or are you not that Miss Famous-To-Her-Friends ? what are your hobbies? and what are your friends hobbies ?what are your friends mostly busy of ?what are your interests ? what are your friends interests ?etc…
I dont’ have many hobbies. I like to play music. Keyboard, guitar, ect. I take a lot of pictures I really like that. Rollerblade alot too but its soo darn cold now I kinda can’t. I write a lot and draw stuff…..My friends are just busy with jobs and stuff like that>
What about you?
how old are you ? how old are your friends ?
are they in college or university now ?? how about you??
are you an independant girl? or do you need at least one body beside you to buy yourself a pair of new shoes ?
do you have any dog or any cute puppies at home ? do you like animals ?
is it also you dont lik to go outdoor that much ??
etc…
Chrissy :) wrote:
Oh my gosh.We are in the same postion lol.The things is..I just do whatever ..trying to get myself a hobby or something..I was sick and tired of feeling low and down..There needed to be a change..
Exactly! But what do you do to change it? Its like I try thing but it’s like I look like a total duffus trying them. Or like a creaper becasue I’m all ways by myself. I gues syou could say i’m paranoid becasue people look at me weird when I try and do soemtheing else. hahaha
Yeah its like..everytime I try to make freinds but they somehow seemed freaked out by me? like i try but their like..idk its kinda weird to explain..
You know what? Like youu should just go out there and be you not caring about what anyone thinks..I should really try that too though.. lol haha we can actually relate :)
Well, I’m 18 and my freinds are the same or older. Some of them are in hs and others are in college. I’m not going to college right now but hopefuly in the fall. I have 4 basset hounds. Kyle, Jessica, Duke, and Buddy. I guess you could concider me independent for the most part I do like to be by myself. THis however is a little excessive! LOL I love the outdoors! Its just getting super cold here in Illinois that its hard to find much to do when it gets sooooo cold hahah
….quote]I dont’ have many hobbies. I like to play music. Keyboard, guitar, ect. I take a lot of pictures I really like that. Rollerblade …… I write a lot and draw stuff……… What about you?[/quote]
tell you something about me..something great…lets forget about your sorrows and sadness from yester…. Today, lets talk about something happy, like things we do that makes us happy..like ;
The first i learned how to read, write and make rythmes, i started to read books about peotry, so then i started to learn how to write Poems…and then..as my life started to be devoted to music..i started combining my peoms to some freestyle instrumentals, when i started to make my first song. later on, i then master a skill of writing songs and composing my own tracks… i had some adult friends [introduced by my older sisters who sings and writes too], who helped me do my records [for fun].
i like to touch intrumental equipments too..i love to play drums and guitar the best.
when i was in elementary, i was only around 6years old. some kids and older kids in school used to push me around..saying that im a stupid kid, loner, etc…but who cares what people thinks of me..who cares if no one realli wants to care about me… i still love my loveones and still ignores my haters..haha
when i was six i also started to learn dancing…i started to learn breakdancing..coz “Dancing”, “Poetries & Rythmes” were my ONLY bestfriends on my old young days… till now!!!
Yupp, I agree. I’m what people say “independent” too..I dunno I guess most people are like that.? Right now in Texas its like cold which is kindaa of a shocker…especially in the morning. But I barely ever seen snow.. :( haha
Chrissy :) wrote:
Yeah its like..everytime I try to make freinds but they somehow seemed freaked out by me? like i try but their like..idk its kinda weird to explain..You know what? Like youu should just go out there and be you not caring about what anyone thinks..I should really try that too though.. lol haha we can actually relate :)
Hahaha I know exactly what your saying! If I met you on the street I wouldnt think your weird! haha Your right we shouldn’t care what other people think all the time. Why do we? *Sigh*
Anonymous wrote:
Well, I’m 18 and my freinds are the same or older. Some of them are in hs and others are in college. I’m not going to college right now but hopefuly in the fall. I have 4 basset hounds. Kyle, Jessica, Duke, and Buddy. I guess you could concider me independent for the most part I do like to be by myself. THis however is a little excessive! LOL I love the outdoors! Its just getting super cold here in Illinois that its hard to find much to do when it gets sooooo cold hahah
at home i play guitars, we have an extra room here..where i play my guitar and drums..and do my self-recording…
i write poems in my room…
i compose song in my own recording room..
i do this all in my house…which is “ALL INDOOR!!”
…. *Sigh*[/quote]
U SEE ANO, i know its sad being lonely..but hey..if you cant find enough attension/carings/love from those who ignores you now..there’s just someone else you can care more than anybody you know now!! THERE MUST BE AT LEAST ONE OR TWO!!
and there are many things to do, to help us put aside our sadness, sorrows, loneliness, while we still cant find any solution to solve it!
why not write songs..write about your loneliness…but make sure to listen more to happy songs..or else it will just bring you down more..haah!
dertenbee wrote:
Anonymous wrote:
Well, I’m 18 and my freinds are the same or older. Some of them are in hs and others are in college. I’m not going to college right now but hopefuly in the fall. I have 4 basset hounds. Kyle, Jessica, Duke, and Buddy. I guess you could concider me independent for the most part I do like to be by myself. THis however is a little excessive! LOL I love the outdoors! Its just getting super cold here in Illinois that its hard to find much to do when it gets sooooo cold hahah
at home i play guitars, we have an extra room here..where i play my guitar and drums..and do my self-recording… i write poems in my room…i compose song in my own recording room..i do this all in my house…which is “ALL INDOOR!!”
Shut up!!!! On my key board I make tracks that I set to verses. I really like how classical and hip hop sound to gether the way they overlap and mix together I find really hot!! I’ve always wanted to learn how to break dance. I did once at my friends house at a party and it didn’t really go that great but it was fun for me!! Thats really coold that you do stuff like that!
listens to songs like “Britney Spears” like “you want a piece of me” not her dissing acts..but like, “she does not need alot of people around her, coz she is cool and happy herself…. so if people like or not..she will always shine and smile” just like what you should do!!
…at a party and it didn’t really go that great but it was fun for me!! Thats really coold that you do stuff like that![/quote]
what stuff? whats cold?? haah! i not always do things indoor..i mean, since you mentioned that its kind of cold outside……im just trying to tell you that there are many things to do in indoors. not just what im doing..and of course..i also perform in some stages…i dont just rot & rust in my room..haha!
sometimes the more your look for the other pair of your shoes, the more you cant find it… so just let it show up itself!!
THat came out wrong I ment to say thats cool not ‘cold’ that you break dance and do all these things! Thats really COOL! Not cold! haha I know I need some more hobbies something perhaps a little more…idk active. Its just hard to find something that fits ya know? I’m not to worried about it tho. IT’ll show up when it’s ready too:)
Anonymous wrote:
THat came out wrong I ment to say thats cool not ‘cold’ that you break dance and do all these things! Thats really COOL! Not cold! haha I know I need some more hobbies something perhaps a little more…idk active. Its just hard to find something that fits ya know? I’m not to worried about it tho. IT’ll show up when it’s ready too:)
true!!
Chrissy :) wrote:
Yupp, I agree. I’m what people say “independent” too..I dunno I guess most people are like that.? Right now in Texas its like cold which is kindaa of a shocker…especially in the morning. But I barely ever seen snow.. :( haha
Oh man your missin out! hahha
.. fits ya know? I’m not to worried about it tho. IT’ll show up when it’s ready too:)[/quote]
tell you something…i used to be call the “Dumbbag Kid” coz i always hid my talents and so…but after i reached 13..i had enough of people callng me a nerd, stupid sh*t..haha. even my so-called friends dont realli like me. they would only talk to me when one of their [friendly nice] friends talks to me..haha!
i was always feeling sad, used to wish that i was never born. hah!
later on, as i turned 13. i started to make changes…i started to learn how to forget about my loneliness..how people ignores me..etc…
so i just do what i want to do…things that makes me happy. after school, i always go with my older sister who almost lives in her studio ..coz she is not only a dance tearch but also a dance-addict..if ya know what i mean.. hah!
after me performing in stages, singing on stages, even had few chances to perform in TVs for Charity, Advertisement, etc…
everything changed, im not the lonely boy anymore… they aint callin me no boring kid no more…they now call me “K-D” [Knock Dead], coz i used to go to breakdance battle, and i did win some floors, so one judged just suddenly say “he is really ‘K.I.D’ or KD Tha KnockDead, He’s gonna knockdead yo !”
for all those had past…everything changed…i aint that kid who just locks himself in his room no more… and just rot and rust with his lyrics and moves…After then till NOW, even the so-called friends wants to be his real friends… even his parents [who always hated his dream] started feeling proud about him, even his ex-gf still wants to keep in touch with him. he does not feel lonely anymore.
ANd even though he knows some of his friends now are still not his realli REAl Friends, still he does not feel lonely and will never feel lonely again. because, I KNOW, AND I KNOW THAT THERE ARE MANY SOLUTIONS AND THINGS TO DO TO HAVE ON EARTH TO GIVE YOURSELF AND ANYONE A PURE SMILE!
just keep your chin up, girl … U Can Dooooooooo-wiT!!!!
Anonymous wrote:
hahaha Thanks!!
yup!! Everything is Possible & Nothing is Impossible ! Everything is so possible that we dont even need any battery to keep our hearts beating for us to keep breathing, yeah~!
haha thanks you really made me feel a lot better!! Thanks a lot!:)
Anonymous wrote:
haha thanks you really made me feel a lot better!! Thanks a lot!:)
Anytime & Anywhere ! oh no, not ‘Anywhere’ cause i totally live far away from you. hahah!
Anonymous wrote:
haha thanks you really made me feel a lot better!! Thanks a lot!:)
i hope you’re realli better now.
and do you watch dance video clips ? and have you watched “Planet-Boy”…its a cool movie. a full theory and true story about dancing and breakdancing, hip hop, etc..!
you will also see some kids doing breakdance…awsome cute! haha!
i know exactly how you feel. i am the same way. ever since i moved away from all my friends and everything i’ve been really lonely. i mean sure i see them at school and everything and we may hang out once in a while but thats about it. like you said, i have nothing to do all day besides watching tv or other boring stuff. i get really depressed at times too. it sucks…
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