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Well I mean I don’t really care. it’s just i don’t understand how you can make eye contact with someone not to mention she’s “one of your bestfriends” and then forget to say hi..

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I don’t get it??? -_-’

We have gym together. And she is my only friend in that class. and it’s like she keeps ignoring me. I don’t know what to do..
I feel like she’s beginning to hate me. I haven’t done anything to her.

Idk..

I don’t even know why I post anymore.

I should just stay away from talking/typing to people anyways..

because something always goes wrong or changes

I don’t know. she got mad because she thought my whole post was about her, and truly it wasn’t it was about people in general and how I didn’t care anymore.

God i hate this.. I hate people sometimes I hate my school I don’t want to go there. And I especially don’t want to go to gym. and i am pretty sure that because i won’t be there tomorrow except for my first class that when my gym class comes she will be talking about me and how i can be such a bit.ch.

I walk into the school every single morning feeling like an alien. Sure I have friends, and a…. different type of bestfriend (V_V) but my friends just say hi and then leave and wander around and then my “bestfriend” at the school I go to sits with her bff and if i sit down next to her she ignores me.

I hate being alone.. but because it’s all I ahve i just welcome it. I don’t know what to do. I hate being a freshemn too. people are always like I hate freshmen blah blah blah blah blah. and they’re rude, and pushy and I honestly just want to die because I hate my school so much.

Me and my brother are fighting all the time. I can’t stand to be around with him anymore.. and with my luck the next two days will go horrible because i’ll be stuck in a stupid rv with him.

I just switched math classes and I have a friend in there and no one really else that I feel comfortable hanging around and she’s not always going to be there or want to be hanging out with me.

I don’t want to make new friends because I am trying so hard to rebuild the walll that keeps me all together, and whenever i do something like make a new friend or something of the sort something gets ripped and I have to start all over just to keep my self together.

I.. i just don’t know what to do..

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*!MaryChan!* wrote:
I don’t know. she got mad because she thought my whole post was about her, and truly it wasn’t it was about people in general and how I didn’t care anymore.

God i hate this.. I hate people sometimes I hate my school I don’t want to go there. And I especially don’t want to go to gym. and i am pretty sure that because i won’t be there tomorrow except for my first class that when my gym class comes she will be talking about me and how i can be such a bit.ch.

I walk into the school every single morning feeling like an alien. Sure I have friends, and a…. different type of bestfriend (V_V) but my friends just say hi and then leave and wander around and then my “bestfriend” at the school I go to sits with her bff and if i sit down next to her she ignores me.

I hate being alone.. but because it’s all I ahve i just welcome it. I don’t know what to do. I hate being a freshemn too. people are always like I hate freshmen blah blah blah blah blah. and they’re rude, and pushy and I honestly just want to die because I hate my school so much.

Me and my brother are fighting all the time. I can’t stand to be around with him anymore.. and with my luck the next two days will go horrible because i’ll be stuck in a stupid rv with him.

I just switched math classes and I have a friend in there and no one really else that I feel comfortable hanging around and she’s not always going to be there or want to be hanging out with me.

I don’t want to make new friends because I am trying so hard to rebuild the walll that keeps me all together, and whenever i do something like make a new friend or something of the sort something gets ripped and I have to start all over just to keep my self together.

I.. i just don’t know what to do..

woah, don’t be so dramatic. i doubt your school is so horrible that you wish you were dead. and if its that horrible just change freakin schools. i’ve seen your posts and all you do is complain. so shutup already. suck it up sweetie, and deal with it

oOhh Sweetie. aren’t you just the nicest person in the world. You know.. You DON’T have to read my posts. I DON’T have to shut up. And maybe some people have problems with dealing with things. you have NO idea what my school is like. or how I really am. And if you think you might know, well obviously you don’t understand it.