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Every morning I wake up unhappy, I keep all of my blinds

shut, and only go out if I absolutly have to, if I see someone I know I panic, and try to avoid them. I am either crying, or sceraming, never happy. However my issue may be Dilaudid withdrawl related. I have been on it for three years as I had several knee surgeries in the past 2 years. My hubby said that I have become “****ing-retarded” ever since I have been taking the medication. So I am trying to get off it, which is not an easy thing. I wake up in the night with my legs going crazy, I feel like something is trying to crawl out of me. I sweat and my jaw starts opening and shuting on it’s own. My hubby is unsupportive, tellling me to smart up, or get out. My doctor told me all of this is withdrwal related, that he should come in, to see that it. When I told him this, is reply was “How long am I suppose to put up with this?” I feel like I am going crazy, he doesn’t think the symptoms are true. Has anyone out there been through this?

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Anonymous #
12 months ago (4 minutes after post)

Ok seriously, your husband needs to be more supportive. It sounds like you are suffering withdrawals, and withdrawal symptoms are not easy to deal with, especially on your own.
Speak to your doctor, and perhaps a counsellor, to find out about any coping strategies that might help you to deal with things. Tell your husband to support you or get out, because you don’t need that sort of attitude around you right now. You need people who care about you, and support you, and help you to deal with what’s going on.
And most of all, stay strong, because you can get through this. :)

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Ξ.Ģäβž.Ξ offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (14 minutes after post)

Oh my god. Im so sorry but your husband is a complete ***hole. He is incredibly unkind to you. Why do you put up with him ? Thats discraceful.

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electriceliza offline Verified User (12 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (4 hours, 45 minutes after post)

Thanks for the responses. I wish he would be supportive, but he gets mad at my mood swings, and tells me he is not happy and wants me to get out, “asked what do you need a months notice” My 16 year son ran away from home, and after two months asked to come back. I told him he could, but he had to change, and get away from the people that had been bringing him down. He wanted to continue to hang out with this kid,who gave him lice, and weed. and I said”okay, as long as he does’nt bring lice in, and you go for drug testing” he agreed. My hubby told me to go away this weekend, and when I came back the first thing I see is this kid. I called the dr. to enquire about the drug testing, and he started circling his finger around his head, like I was crazy. Started yelling at me saying he didn’t like how I just jump and do things. I went for a drive and cried for hours, I cam back and asked him for a hug and he said “No” whats that going to do? I don’t beleive he loves me anymore, and is using the is an excuse, to kick me out. I have to put up with it as I don’t have the money to leave, don’t know what to do.

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gregarith offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 4 months ago (7 months, 3 weeks after post)

When I was younger, Dad and Mom were already up done with their breakfasts, ready to send me off to school. Waitaminnit. That was “Leave It To Beaver”.
Your dudes’ got it in to take advantage of your soul. Watch yourself. Get up to playing their games. Even if it means waking up “happy”.

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