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When will I be ok?

Sometimes I want to do everything in my power to not be here. To fade away and just become a memory someone has. I don’t understand it honestly. Other times I feel absolutly full of life yet still lingering in the back of my mind is thoughs and images of how I could end my life. What the heck is wrong with me? Why can’t I just enjoy being happy? Why can’t I want to live? WHy can’t things ever be the way they are suppose to be? Will I ever find a way out of this?

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hurt2 offline Verified User (12 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (8 minutes after post)

Dont feel like that, you need to find positive people around you to make you feel and remember what true happiness is.

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12 months ago (10 minutes after post)

I try to find people that are positive but it all ways ends up with me bringing them down. They ask whats wrong and I pretend nothings wrong then they keep bugging me about it and when I finally tell them it’s like I shot them in the heart. By not telling them I guess I thought I was protecting them. Does that make scence?

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An Undisclosed Location | 12 months ago (15 minutes after post)

Ok there are several ways you can deal with this:

1) act on these thoughts and end you life (I highly suggest you dont do this one)
2) ignore these thoughts (this may end with you going a lil bonkers because you cant ignore them forever)
3) Go and talk to a cousellor/therapist/doctor they can help you get rid of these thoughts or at least learn how to deal with them better. (most schools have a counsellor or you could get referred to one through you doctor)

Personally i would go for option three much less messy than the other two but it’s your choice. I would also suggest you tell your friends whats wrong because then they can help you too.

good luck and may the lobster of loveliness swim with you through the pool of life :P

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ruidosa offline Verified User (2 years) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Undisclosed Location | 12 months ago (15 minutes after post)

hmmm… i do sometimes feel like that, but it’s always in ups and downs, never constant. sometimes i even enjoy the misery, but when i get bored, i try to get out of it. go out, breathe fresh air, meet friends, see a nice movie, call my parents… maybe u also need to do sth that cheers u up and learn to enjoy the sunshine and every second of feeling well :)

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An Undisclosed Location | 12 months ago (16 minutes after post)

Pookie loves you wrote:
may the lobster of loveliness swim with you through the pool of life :P

luw the phrase!

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (17 minutes after post)

Anonymous wrote:
I try to find people that are positive but it all ways ends up with me bringing them down. They ask whats wrong and I pretend nothings wrong then they keep bugging me about it and when I finally tell them it’s like I shot them in the heart. By not telling them I guess I thought I was protecting them. Does that make scence?

so they can’t handle it when you tell them whats wrong? I hear you big time. So often its esaier to pretend nothing is wrong than have to deal with stunned mullets who can’t handle the truth. So what’s really up, can you share here?

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chunkymove offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 19 #
An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (18 minutes after post)

ruidosa wrote:

Pookie loves you wrote:
may the lobster of loveliness swim with you through the pool of life :P
luw the phrase!

LOL, that is so cool. LOL stants for lobster of loveliness from now on…

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An Unknown Location | 12 months ago (19 minutes after post)

What are your favorite hobbies?

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An Unknown Location | 11 months, 4 weeks ago (1 day, 17 hours after post)

Stop, breathe and look around:) You can smell too…just be careful on that one…lol. You`ll be okay only when “you” say you are:)

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