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I’m too trusting.
I let her in too early. I never let her prove herself and I just showered her with love, affection, and attention. I took her on her first vacation with a boy. I bought her diamonds. We went on a cruise and I had her riding in a benz. I fed her whenever she was hungry. And she showed love whenever I needed it. It was a relationship of convenience. Somewhere along the line I thought our feelings were real. Mine were. Yet, she thought it wasn’t enough. After all the arguments she left me all alone. She had done just as much wrong as me, and after everything I’ve done, she walked. I blame myself for letting her use me. I let her get too close. I tried to make up for everything my ex missed out on and I gave it to her. It’s hard for me to pick up the pieces. I had no one and still do not. I’ll be starting over by myself and it’s no picnic. I’m stronger for it and am grateful to have survived the storm that was her.
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