Love help: I feel like this is it..

Joy.

I feel like this is it..

I feel like Im just not really doing anything with my life..
I got to class 5 nights a week, im doing very well in my classes.
After my classes I come home, get on the computer, get on here, get on warcraft(playing online)..stay up untill like 3am doing this..My boyfriend and I dont do anything besides go out to eat and go to the movies alot..
I have so many things I want to do, but Im so confertable in my life right now Im not really motivated to do anything.. I have a 5 page research paper due next Monday, a speech also due next monday, and a test do next wednesday.. I have done any of those.
I like I am becomeing kinda of “obsessed” with this stupid game that a 6 year old could master…..I dont feel any different then did when I was a senior in high school, I still live with my parents, I dont have a job(I have tried, Ive put in alot of applications and they just dont seem to want me)..I really want a job..I think I may go try and get a job at the local animal shelter, but my only problem with this is that they proformed euthanasia there and I would be devistated if I went to work one day and a aniaml Im used to seeing wasnt there..I would allways wonder..did he get adopted? I sure hope he did..but the up side would be that I love animals and I would make there exsperience in the pound as wonderful as possible…I think I will go do that…Gosh now Im just rambling…humm..

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tricky 63 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (2 minutes after post)

are you a Wow player or a dota player or just warcraft :D

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*Dougie* 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (3 minutes after post)

I think a few of us tend to play online games with help going in the background!

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Joy. 15 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (3 minutes after post)

I play warcraft III on the battle net thing. I have played WoW but I got bored with it after a month lol

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*Dougie* 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (4 minutes after post)

Yeah… that and you have to pay for it!

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tricky 63 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (5 minutes after post)

Joy. wrote:
I play warcraft III on the battle net thing. I have played WoW but I got bored with it after a month lol

hehe :D lol go play dota warcraft is for noobs :P lol

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*Dougie* 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (5 minutes after post)

and dota is?

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Joy. 15 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (6 minutes after post)

iv never heard of dota

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tricky 63 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (6 minutes after post)

www.getdota.com

you can download it from there it is a map in warcraft 3, it’s hero oriented best game every nobody playes warcraft 3 ppl :D everybody plays dota

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tricky 63 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (7 minutes after post)

nobody plays warcrat 3 :P*

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Joy. 15 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (9 minutes after post)

yeah there arnt very many people. I like playing 3v3 3 people against 3 people playing..People can be so rude and stupid on that game though..

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Barbyman 5 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (10 minutes after post)

You are lucky still living with your Parents,But a Job like the Animal Shelter ,that is reality .”LIFE” Now things in the Future is not what you have right now.You are protected ,Spoiled go to Class and just having a good time ..Enjoy every moment because once you see the reality of Life ,That is a different kettle of Fish.By the Way i just finished a stupid game called Oblivion.I cant believe i played this Game..

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tricky 63 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (11 minutes after post)

Joy. wrote:
yeah there arnt very many people. I like playing 3v3 3 people against 3 people playing..People can be so rude and stupid on that game though..

well in dota as well :D lol

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tricky 63 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (11 minutes after post)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dota

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tricky 63 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (13 minutes after post)

but i dont play online :( , cause i live in lebanon the good connection are really expensive btw there is a thing like bnet i heard it is even better… it’s called Garena you should check it out sometime

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Joy. 15 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (13 minutes after post)

Barbyman wrote:
You are lucky still living with your Parents,But a Job like the Animal Shelter ,that is reality .”LIFE” Now things in the Future is not what you have right now.You are protected ,Spoiled go to Class and just having a good time ..Enjoy every moment because once you see the reality of Life ,That is a different kettle of Fish.By the Way i just finished a stupid game called Oblivion.I cant believe i played this Game..

I used to LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE Oblivion..I played it everyday when it first came out then the PS3 messed up, so I didnt play it for like months and then when it started working again I didnt have any interest in re-building my little player..

but that game was amazimg, it completely deserved game of the year..

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Barbyman 5 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (16 minutes after post)

well i played the bloomin thing and my Computer played up with this Game, i was already on 18 and i had to start of back in Jail that really hurt.

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calai22 2 #
Rio De Janeiro, 21, BR | 1 year ago (27 minutes after post)

I don’t quite get your issue

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zoo_baw 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (1 hour, 4 minutes after post)

my friend in college claimed dota was the main cause he failed a subject, he was in accounting major and the fact that he was high most of the time just doesn’t support his claim, does it now…

tricky 63 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (2 hours, 22 minutes after post)

zoo_baw wrote:
my friend in college claimed dota was the main cause he failed a subject, he was in accounting major and the fact that he was high most of the time just doesn’t support his claim, does it now…

trust me dota has made so many ppl fail classes i have seen an A student going to B and C hehehe :D lol

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Joy. 15 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (7 hours, 51 minutes after post)

Barbyman wrote:
well i played the bloomin thing and my Computer played up with this Game, i was already on 18 and i had to start of back in Jail that really hurt.

yeah I know how you feel I was 20 something..It just wasnt as compelling to do ALL of that over again no matter how fun it was :P..but if there is an Oblivion 2 on the way I may just reconcider!! I didnt play it on the PC I played it on the PS3

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Joy. 15 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (7 hours, 51 minutes after post)

calai22 wrote:
I don’t quite get your issue

I was kinda of just typeing what I was thinking lol

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SingerInPurple 8 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (19 hours, 48 minutes after post)

with the economy these days, people aren’t exactly in the “hiring mode”…but don’t give up hope, it’ll all work out. Live for the moment. Remember, you’re writing a book, and you don’t want to peek ahead because the future is always uncertain…and us human beings…ha, we don’t like uncertainty.

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SingerInPurple 8 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (19 hours, 49 minutes after post)

Don’t worry though, it’ll be ok. Just hang in there!

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PaDLe 2 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (1 day, 2 hours after post)

I love Dota! And I am actually kinda like in the same position you are in now. What I did was, I dump my boyfriend. That’s what we always do too!! Go to eat and movies. Now, I am seeing life differently. I will go and try new stuff. I don’t want to look back in 10 years time and think, “What if?” that is the question i will try to avoid!!! I’m going to go and take vocal class because I always have this passion for singing!! You just need some guts and support to do it!! Tell people about your dream and try to aim for it!!

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Joy. 15 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year ago (1 day, 6 hours after post)

PaDLe wrote:
I love Dota! And I am actually kinda like in the same position you are in now. What I did was, I dump my boyfriend. That’s what we always do too!! Go to eat and movies. Now, I am seeing life differently. I will go and try new stuff. I don’t want to look back in 10 years time and think, “What if?” that is the question i will try to avoid!!! I’m going to go and take vocal class because I always have this passion for singing!! You just need some guts and support to do it!! Tell people about your dream and try to aim for it!!

Im really quite kept to myself..Even to my family..

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PaDLe 2 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year ago (1 day, 7 hours after post)

I don’t share anything with my family!! But you can share here. :D And I thank God for my friends who are very supportive and understanding. Do you have friends to share things with??

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