Just several tiny things hooked on to my mind.
But it was too much for a day. Felt anger, frustrated, shoulder pain, traumatic visions (what to call it, forgot the word, you know. bygones) whole things are squeezing me. So I had to push back. Boom, emotional explosion.
I know why, there is no one in physically listening to me. This is the main reason I came here.
Looked down on, joked about, sarcastic comments, totally unrelated accusing from TV view or similar general mislead ideas, I just couldn’t take it. So, I hit my table with fists. Little effect on my matters,,, just i could got the edge off. but 99% is still in there. Day by day, I’m feeling more away, stronger feeling that I should not be here. Gotta move somewhere no one knows me to have fresh start, or gotta go back where I could have a nice normal life. Nothing I want to do, just needs for a day sits in my mind.
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