Had my first gay dance just a few hours ago!
I not at all comfortable yet, but I had such a great night. Sure I get in the mosh pit at concerts, and I can salsa with the ladies, but met a guy who had outrageously interesting clothes, was lead singer in a musical production and was happy and genuine and personable. We were with two female mutual friends, who were also in the production, and we danced down the street singing along to fame, and G & S.
Now, I’m still waaaay not comfortable with it, but why the hell do I know all the words, and moves, and have never had a chance to use them? I felt free, real, and happy. I have no interest in physical, but just want to be around him and people like him.
This is soooo weird. I have worked in concreting, I play basketball, I can fix a car, but I really am just not a bloke and never have been.
It strange, I never thought I was gay, as I was never attracted to men, but it seems that I’m not attracted to straight men, which is a plus I guess. There were never any openly gay people around until I met my ex-girlfriend, who I cared about deeply and nurtured and protected for many years, but I never wanted to marry. No gay men around, combined with fear of stoning, plus monogamy. Being human is so freaking bent sometimes.
I can’t believe I am writing this. I am not gay, don’t be stupid. Guys are gross. I am just writing fiction as I am bored, yeah, that’s it LOL
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Had my first gay dance just a few hours ago!
I not at all comfortable yet, but I had such a great night. Sure I get in the mosh pit at concerts, and I can salsa with the ladies, but met a guy who had outrageously interesting clothes, was lead singer in a musical production and was happy and genuine and personable. We were with two female mutual friends, who were also in the production, and we danced down the street singing along to fame, and G & S.
Now, I’m still waaaay not comfortable with it, but why the hell do I know all the words, and moves, and have never had a chance to use them? I felt free, real, and happy. I have no interest in sex, but just want to be around him and people like him.
This is soooo weird. I have worked in concreting, I play basketball, I can fix a car, but I really am just not a bloke and never have been.
It strange, I never thought I was gay, as I was never attracted to men, but it seems that I’m not attracted to straight men, which is a plus I guess. There were never any openly gay people around until I met my ex-girlfriend, who I cared about deeply and nurtured and protected for many years, but I never wanted to marry. No gay men around, combined with fear of stoning, plus monogamy. Being human is so freaking bent sometimes.
I can’t believe I am writing this. I am not gay, don’t be stupid. Guys are gross. I am just writing fiction as I am bored, yeah, that’s it LOL
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