I know we all have problems but not all of us have solutions.
I am Raquel. I have no idea if the choices I’ve made or bout to make is/will be the right choice.People have told me time and time again not to stress on the matters that doesn’t really matter,all the times that I thought I was in control of my own choice making…I realized the tough way that was that was not true.I have been Sexually Assualted but the wierd bout it is that I’m not afraid of every man that I see only the one that remind me of HIM.It happened to me…still I feel like its my fault.I know that I’m not suspose to be puttin’ names of the doer on this I’m Afraid to anyways not because I feel like he’ll realize who I am but because its too much to worry bout’.
It happened earlier this year January on the 20th something. I was tyryin’ to get a job that day and the manager told me to come back the next day but…that following evenin’ I ran into (my so called) friend at the time he was walkin’ with one of his peoples so my dumb behind felt like going and celebrating ‘why’ because I hadn’t seen him for two years so I felt like gettin’ some Heinkens and something to blow on. As we left from the store we went somewhere where there were no people and we got torn up…well I did anyways….my friend(Supose to be)said he had to leave and that he would be back.His friend and I were talkin’ for a good minute then thasts when I asked him for a kiss,we kissed then he told me to take my shirt that he wanted to see how pretty they were and I looked at him and I was bout to say can we wait,the look in his eye kind of scared me but I just didn’t think nothin’ of it.When we told to take my pants down I did cause I didn’t want that feelin that I felt the first time to come back and ruin the moment so when he started it felt good but then the feeling that i felt didn’t so I said hold up a minute,he kept going then I said ti a scond time and he told me to shut up I thought that if I try to get from under him that he’ll get the message but he stopped me then he held me down and when i was on my stomach it felt like he was trying to go in my a** so thats when I yelled stop,thats when he slapped me inmy mouth then i felt his **** go in me it hurted so bad that all I could say was ‘this isn’t really happenin’…
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I know we all got problems but not all of us got solutions. I am Raquel. I have no idea if the choices I’ve made or bout to make is/will be the right choice.People have told me time and time again not to stress on the matters that doesn’t really matter,all the times that I thought I was in control of my own choice making…I realized the tough way that was that was not true.I have been Sexually Assualted but the wierd bout it is that I’m not afraid of every man that I see only the one that remind me of HIM.It happened to me…still I feel like its my fault.I know that I’m not suspose to be puttin’ names of the doer on this I’m Afraid to anyways not because I feel like he’ll realize who I am but because its too much to worry bout’.
It happened earlier this year January on the 20th something. I was tyryin’ to get a job that day and the manager told me to come back the next day but…that following evenin’ I ran into (my so called) friend at the time he was walkin’ with one of his peoples so my dumb behind felt like going and celebrating ‘why’ because I hadn’t seen him for two years so I felt like gettin’ some Heinkens and something to blow on. As we left from the store we went somewhere where there were no people and we got torn up…well I did anyways….my friend(Supose to be)said he had to leave and that he would be back.His friend and I were talkin’ for a good minute then thasts when I asked him for a kiss,we kissed then he told me to take my shirt that he wanted to see how pretty they were and I looked at him and I was bout to say can we wait,the look in his eye kind of scared me but I just didn’t think nothin’ of it.When we told to take my pants down I did cause I didn’t want that feelin that I felt the first time to come back and ruin the moment so when he started it felt good but then the feeling that i felt didn’t so I said hold up a minute,he kept going then I said ti a scond time and he told me to shut up I thought that if I try to get from under him that he’ll get the message but he stopped me then he held me down and when i was on my stomach it felt like he was trying to go in my a** so thats when I yelled stop,thats when he slapped me inmy mouth then i felt his **** go in me it hurted so bad that all I could say was ‘this isn’t really happenin’…
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