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I dont know why im even trying.
I don’t know why imp even trying.
I feel like nothing in my life is going the way it should I feel like imp not good at anything any more i use to feel like i could do anything as long as i tried and that use to be true i was able to do amazing things and I’ve done them. But now in my adult life those things i use to be able to do don’t matter being able to rock climb to amazing heights doesn’t matter, being a certified to solo skydive doesn’t matter, having a professional class racing license doesn’t matter having the ability to snowboard is useless. I’m a hardcore adrenaline junkie who is very smart but always manages to screw up every job I’ve ever had, and every relationship I’ve ever had. I feel useless and lost i have the skills to do allot of stuff but i apparently lack the skills to guide my life in a successful direction. I’ve done allot but yet very little of it has mattered. I had someone who loved me and i refused to grow up and pushed her away. I’ve had great jobs I’ve been a manager at many different business but always something would happen and i would screw it up and they would end. I just feel like such a screw up. I never went to college or anything it just wasn’t and still wouldn’t be for me i can’t set and listen to someone talk. I always did great in school when I was there I would usually show up for the tests and then leave again. I just wish I could get a break and have things in my life just go smooth for a year, just have one year where I don’t change jobs have a year where I don’t relocate, have one year where I had a good meaningful and fulfilling relationship where I didn’t walk around wondering when the next fight was going to take place is that to much to ask for?
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