What is it?
It’s a disgusting, terrible, horrible, thing.
It feels as if there is a gaping hole that has been punctured in my chest, and it throbs and throbs until I go crazy and wish that I can only feel numbness. Sometimes it aches so bad that I can’t even cry anymore. Sometimes I can’t even flash a false smile, I literally have to strain to do so.
And there is that little voice inside my head, and it wont keep quiet.
It starts slow at first: “You’re fat. . . you’re ugly. . . you’re fat. . . you’re ugly. . .” then it gets faster and faster and louder and louder until it’s just a blur of words together: “you’refatyou’reuglyyou’refatyou’reugly.”
What is wrong with me?
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