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Calm down and tell us about it.

what do you want to know?

What all happened? And why did you ever think about suicide in the first place?

♥ tiffany! wrote:
What all happened? And why did you ever think about suicide in the first place?

my life has been a train wreck

Well, we’ve time…can you explain us?

Yes, please explain. :) The more we know, the more we can try and help.

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:
Well, we’ve time…can you explain us?

i cant say much other wise you will know who i am
but ive been seeing a phsycyotrist for this and its done absolutely nothing

Okay.
Can you tell us what your problems deal with? Are they relationship related, family related, etc?

♥ tiffany! wrote:
Okay.
Can you tell us what your problems deal with? Are they relationship related, family related, etc?

school problems bullying in perticular

Anonymous wrote:

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:
Well, we’ve time…can you explain us?

i cant say much other wise you will know who i am
but ive been seeing a phsycyotrist for this and its done absolutely nothing

Oh well…would you be better if I leave?

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:

Anonymous wrote:

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:
Well, we’ve time…can you explain us?

i cant say much other wise you will know who i am but ive been seeing a phsycyotrist for this and its done absolutely nothing

Oh well…would you be better if I leave?

no you can stay
you probably know who i am by my crapy spelling

Meh, not rly lol
I’m kinda tired, so a part of my head isn’t working right now xD

Anonymous wrote:

♥ tiffany! wrote:
Okay.Can you tell us what your problems deal with? Are they relationship related, family related, etc?

school problems bullying in perticular

How bad is it?

perhaps the night?
o.0

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:
perhaps the night?
o.0

The night wrote:

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:
perhaps the night?
o.0

am i realy that easy to identify

i realized it with the crappy spelling lol

and the problem of byob in the shouts xD

Anyways, why so down man?

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:

The night wrote:

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:
perhaps the night?
o.0

am i realy that easy to identify

i realized it with the crappy spelling lol

and the problem of byob in the shouts xD

Anyways, why so down man?

so, since when the bullying? how bad is the situation?
and also your age and the age of the dudes could come in handy…

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:
so, since when the bullying? how bad is the situation?
and also your age and the age of the dudes could come in handy…

its realy bad
im 15 bullys range in age 15-17

and your physical condition?

i bet they’re big…

but any accurate description of them, and what they do could be good too

there big

…ok

what concerns me more is:
do they have access to weapons? knives? guns? or anything like that?

and what have you tried to do to stop it?

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:
…ok

what concerns me more is:
do they have access to weapons? knives? guns? or anything like that?

no

you’re still avoiding what they do…
=P

if you don’t wanna tell it, just say it

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:
you’re still avoiding what they do…
=P

if you don’t wanna tell it, just say it

id rather not say

ok…
and what have you done to stop it?
or tried at least…

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:
ok…and what have you done to stop it?or tried at least…

ive tried avoiding and telling them to stop

well, you should know by now that the only way to get out is by facing them…

i don’t mean going head on with nothing and try punching one of them, since they’d probably beat the crap out of you…

btw, how many are there? 3?

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:
well, you should know by now that the only way to get out is by facing them…

i don’t mean going head on with nothing and try punching one of them, since they’d probably beat the crap out of you…

btw, how many are there? 3?

ever tried a denounce?
or learning to defend yourself?

for example i know kung-fu, personal defense, and i know how to use weapons in general =P

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:
ever tried a denounce?
or learning to defend yourself?

for example i know kung-fu, personal defense, and i know how to use weapons in general =P

hard to do with a cast on

cast on?

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:
cast on?

i broke my thumb

how long till it gets better?

also, just by going to self defense class, you can learn the movements by watching them….

2-3 weeks

and have you talked to the authorities? headmaster? police? your parents? o.0

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:
and have you talked to the authorities? headmaster? police? your parents? o.0

i dont think its that bad ,same as princible? im to afraid,police= authorities
i dont want my parents to know

why not?

lol
they’re supposed to protect you, and if you’re between killing yourself or killing someone, I see it as a good exit…

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:
why not?

lol
they’re supposed to protect you, and if you’re between killing yourself or killing someone, I see it as a good exit…

im still probably not calling the police or telling anyone else

The night wrote:

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:
why not?

lol
they’re supposed to protect you, and if you’re between killing yourself or killing someone, I see it as a good exit…

im still probably not calling the police or telling anyone else

well, then it’s you who’s limiting the solutions…

believe me, tell your parents…

why so afraid?
lol

sry if i can’t completely understand your situation…because if i was bullied, i’d knock them down…and believe me, lol, i’m capable of doing it

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:

The night wrote:

2511 ♥ S ☺ wrote:
why not?

lol
they’re supposed to protect you, and if you’re between killing yourself or killing someone, I see it as a good exit…

im still probably not calling the police or telling anyone else

well, then it’s you who’s limiting the solutions…

believe me, tell your parents…

why so afraid?
lol

sry if i can’t completely understand your situation…because if i was bullied, i’d knock them down…and believe me, lol, i’m capable of doing it

yeah, only temporary…
when you want to remember it, you’ll be an alcoholic…and that’s the worst of all addictions, since there isn’t a placebo to replace it…

do yourself a favor and stop drinking and avoiding the problem…you need to tell someone who’ll act and will do something, if not things will get worse….

…

alcohol is serious thing dude…

if you’re that down over it, try other ways of approaching the problem

i thuink i wont do anything about it

well, then do you realize it’s your choice?

if you do, then don’t complain if it keeps being a bad thing…

if you do something that isn’t working, then do something else that works…fight your fears and do it…simple as that…it’s the only way to get through bad things…

awww no!! =(
im sorry. im here for you alex.

so are you drinking again? =/

yea

awww! i know it seems like it helps but honestly it makes things a lot worse.

angel♥ wrote:
awww! i know it seems like it helps but honestly it makes things a lot worse.

…

can you try to stop?

How are you feeling today?

angel♥ wrote:
can you try to stop?

♥ tiffany! wrote:
How are you feeling today?

worse

worse? =/

are you really bad then?

angel♥ wrote:
worse? =/

are you really bad then?

i feel horrible =*(

awww alex im sorry =(

ahh i wish i could atcually do something to help you..its hard over the internet =/

……

youre not gonna do anything are you?

,,,

I hope this is not too late but, you have your dreams and goals to fulfill do not kill yourself:

http://www.lesbrown.com/million_dolla…

webjeff200 wrote:
I hope this is not too late but, you have your dreams and goals to fulfill do not kill yourself:

http://www.lesbrown.com/million_dolla…

You are welcome he has help me alot.