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Im messed up right now..

Its like I’m constantly upset. I am always thinking about killing myself and I don’t thnk I’d ever actually go through with it but sometimes the impulses get soooooooo strong it’s hard to tell. I don’t know what to do about it. I cut myself and that helps a little but I know thats not right and can’t stop that either for very long. Things get out of control again and so do I. Sometimes I even make up a whole different world just to make my self get through the day. A new life, a new family, new friends. I’m just f’ed up! What the heck do I do? Can anyone help me?!~?~

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chunkymove offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 19 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (12 minutes after post)

hey, you have a sense of humor so its not all bad.

Whats up? Is something bothering you that’s causing you to want to get away from it all?

LOts of people here have over come cutting, so you’re on a good path :-)

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11 months, 2 weeks ago (22 minutes after post)

Everything bothers me. From the time I go to bed to the time I wake up it’s constant bull crap! I can’t over come cutting feeling like this. I’ve tried and it doesnt work. People tell me things get better but things have been this ****** for years and the past few months have been the worst! I want to end my life but can’t I’d just mess it up and I’m too chickent to do it knowing I’d fail. Knowing that I’d just make things worse on myself. Knowing I wouldn’t die sucks the life right out of me…

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Rotech927 offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 19 #
An Undisclosed Location | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (41 minutes after post)

Life is not easy…we must keep going…and don’t give up! Your world is no easier than the rest of us…if you think so, you are wrong my friend.

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chunkymove offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 19 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (44 minutes after post)

so is it family thats making your world hard?
You got your legs and stuff?
I hear its tough, and things sometimes suck for a long time, so maybe a plan for making stuff better is the go?

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