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hey :?

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kam4life invited 9 users to read this post 11 months, 3 weeks ago.

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Anonymous #
11 months, 3 weeks ago (26 minutes after post)

hello my fellow artist. i’m sorry you feel so bad. i don’t know your exact circumstances, but i too have bad childhood memories and i find i get incredibly angry too. i’m sorry your wallet was stolen - its so unfair when you’re trying to do something positive and then someone goes and does that. i’m not surprised you were angry. why did you play it down to your counselor? you must try not to do this! i know its hard though. you’re doing really well, giving up drugs and not drinking so much - i wish i could say the same about myself. try not to let this incident set you back, try to remember it wasn’t personal just some chancer who got lucky with your wallet, **** them x

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kam4life 1 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 3 weeks ago (29 minutes after post)

thanku anonymous that has buoyed my spirits yet again thanks if u hav a problem an i can help jus ask!! take care x

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kam4life 1 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 3 weeks ago (2 days, 10 hours after post)

thanks for your reply Mas it has me welling up an thats been happening more than i’m particularly comfy with of late, I want too chat too you about all kinds of things but its late/early & i neeed some sleep so i hope we can have a chat sometime your feedback was very much appreciated take care,- kris

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Florimouse 26 #
An Undisclosed Location | 11 months, 1 week ago (1 week, 5 days after post)

I agree with Mas, you are doing great! Bravo! I have had stuff stolen, and it made me furious! Once in San Francisco I went to a little grocery store when I was in my 20s, and came out front where my car was parked, put the two bags in there, and remembered one thing I forgot. I ran in and got it and those bags were GONE. I yelled up and down the street, “Somebody stole my food! It’s not fair, it’s wrong! Wrong, do you hear me?” Of course, they DID hear me, but nobody came forward. I was pissed.

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Florimouse 26 #
An Undisclosed Location | 11 months, 1 week ago (1 week, 5 days after post)

who, “kam4life?”

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kam4life edited this post 8 months, 1 week ago. Read the previous text »

I hav been on this site a while & in all that time i havent done much exercise(honestly this b goin somewer!) so i hav stopped using drugs apart from my meds & drink in moderation not everyday or every other day, so why am i hear what am i babblin about?!
So i hav decided too make a life style change hence the decrease in my consumption of alcohol! Anyway i hav joined a gym it costs me 30 pound a month an i want my moneys worth, as i hav had stints of forced abstinence in the past & some voluntary!! & all hav left me feeln alone & just crappy, so anyway I’m at the gym a cpl of days ago & whilst im there i have done a good 2hrs of running,rowing, cross training,( i now stick too fitness bcoz im puttn quite alot of weight an i want too feel the benefits of the gym & stoppn smokn!) i digress, I hav alot goin on at the moment with one thing or another family disruption memories of a childhood i dont want too remember but hav too if i’m to do anything with what i hav left of my life,.
So anyway my wallet gets robbed at the gym! I dont know if it was bcoz of my wallet or the gym but this feeling of rage overtook me as i rode home from the gym i was raging about that (my wallet) & this mixture of my past i dont know why pls sum1 help! how i dont know i want too identify what it is i mean could it be the gym? i thought if i didnt do weights & other stuff that wasnt physical an aggressive i cud escape this demon the rage mayb it was havn my stuff robbed i dont know but it scared me so much bcoz it felt all consuming i used my coping stratedgys spoke too my counsellor & basically made it smaller than what it was so as i didnt do nothing stupid!!

look i would appreciate positive feedback an questions only thanku

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