I donīt know who to talk to anymore so i guess dats why im writing this…
..im a 15 year old girl and i feel useless and im so tired of trying so hard at skool to get good grades and keeping them up…to keep trying to make fwends but never make them…to try dance even though i suck at it! I have lost my enthusiasm for life actually i hav for a long time and i dont wanna live anymore its 2 hard i know i sound like a stupid weakling but i dont care i hav no friends here where i live i just study but i hav just studied and had no fun for already 1 and a half years since we left our oldd country but anyway i dont think i was even that happy now…..i dont find myself to b such a good person and i always fight with my familly and i feel like crying so often….im supposed to continue doing great at skool and go to havard to become a doctor and save lives but i think that if people hav to die wen they old they just should because its natural and to help other people there is already enought doctors…..so i thought why not become famous because i love entertaining but that is impossible because loads of people want to do dat and im not probebly the best so i dont think ill make it and to include i dont have much support from anyone….and im so upsed wit good grades bcause of my father….and i hav no fwends at all basically here where im living so lets just say im not living like a normal teenager…i find people my age or even 2 years older inmature and find it easier to become fwends wit adults….yep well dats about it so if u hav any advice of how to get rid of my depression or on how to make fwends i will be greatful……thank you for your time…
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