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i always feel so empty.

and i think i just found out why. about 6 months ago, i lost 2 of my best friends. one of them i was having a relationship with…i had liked him for a very long time and i finnally got the oppertunity to date him. there names were seth and mike. anyways, the reason both of them left me behind was because i was very confused and shy around them (especially the one i was dating), and my other friend tani was sort of…helping me out. i was so shy around seth that everything i wanted him to know, she knew first and would go tell him for me. it was the most rediculous thing ever, and it last for roughly 5 months, then it all ended because i gave up. i told tani i didnt want to speak to her anymore because she was telling mike and seth all lies and stretching the truth too much. and mike got really upset about my choice cuz he said i was immature, and obnoxious. i waited about a month before i decided to appologize to all of them, but i was mostly rejected. after i messaged mike, he said he was “over” it, but never rekindled the friendship. he denied my myspace friend request and hasnt spoke to me since. ive sent seth 2 messages via myspace…he read them both, yet did not reply to anything. and then in augest, he moved to utah. me and tani are now best friends again, but my problem is…i miss mike and seth so bad, that its litterally making me insane! i cant even have a healthy relationship with my boyfriend cuz all i think about is seth and how i still have strong feelings for him, and all the fun times i had with mike. and when i talk to tani about it, shes clueless and cant even understand why i even miss them cuz she says they “suck” and were “bad friends” anyhow. i really need help…just some decent advice. i cant stand the thought of them anymore….

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