Panic help: The panic has set in…. - Help.com

Did you decide to take this, thinking its what you wanted to do ? why the big change of heart hon ?

Well if you want all that, couldn’t this be seen as a start for you to have a good life, Id say once you become a journalist it can be pretty exciting couldn’t it ?Give yourself some credit hon, you can do whatever you want to, but if you go at it with a negative approach, then all will fail, go at it with the thought that “yes I can do this” and later you may just make a good life out of it :-)

You have a chance here to NOT be the average joe, you have a chance to better yourself don’t you ?

I guess your worried about telling Mum and Dad too eh ? the only thing you can do is to say youve changed your mind and make arrangements to pay the money back later, you may feel a bit differently when you get out of the “cant be arsed mode” can you talk to mum and dad about it ? are you a brit liv ?

A friend of mine says “cant be arsed” lol Im like hang onnnn that sounds familiar lol

lol, yeah I had a feeling you were a fellow brit :P well Id give it all some serious thought hon, go through all your options see if there’s something definite out there for you to do, then maybe talk to mum and dad, see what they say about it. Got to go and get some “tea” so good luck with it, will cya later “toodle Pip!” lol

Liv_192,
After 5 decades of seeing the news in print and otherwise, I can surely feel your plight. Because nowadays, even if you’re the best of the best in the field you’re now reluctantly studying, you won’t be able to write the true news, the unedited versions, the guts of the matter in truth and exposure, and isn’t THAT what good journalism is really about. Maybe you’ve looked hard and deep into what the industry has actually become - a feel-good, watered down, offend no readers, be politically correct in all phrase and presentation - and you don’t want that for yourself. If you’re seeking TRUE journalism, it has expired for lack of interest in the pursuit of truth, by the readers. And it’s really okay if you feel that way, because anyone with genuine integrity SHOULD when they see what’s going on all around us. All we get it the icing, the spoon-fed and filtered milk of the issues, whether meaningful or mundane. Maybe think about copy writing as an alternative…? And about the concern for your folks, contrary to what many will say, this isn’t a dress rehearsal and whose life is it anyway. Go to them in a moment of confidence and tell them what you’ve decided. What’s the worst they could do - cancel their financial support. And if THAT happens, you learn several things, which I’m sure you can sort out by yourself. It is amazing how much more focused we become when we’re paying the way ourselves, and how much more free we can become by doing so. Think on it, and then talk to your folks.

You should just tell your parents the truth will set u free.