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How many did you take ? and what did you take ?
cause my dad kicked me out of the house, and my one friend abandoned me, and i dont have any other family i could stay with and yea… i was stuck.
and i took valporic acid, its one of my perscriptions, but so nobody else tries, i would rather not tell you how many… lets just say it was enough to kill me if they found me a hour later.
has that situation changed?
have you considered doing it again, or have you learnt something?
Did you learn by it ? or do I have to come there and smack your butt ? :-)
How old are you ? 15/16 ?
no… the situation hasnt changed, and im going to give it one more shot, cause while in the hospital the hospital got me an appointment with social services, and i may qualify for a program that allows me to recieve money for rent and a little spending money for cloths and stuff from the government. since i am a minor over 16 who has no family that i can go to and my dad isnt willing to take me back, he flipped over something like ketchup…. so yea… that explains why i left that house.
well, im glad you feel the need to continue.
Life is priceless mate, that is something i learnt tonight.
Gooodnight
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You see there is help out there, you just have to realize there is an answer to every problem, it is never worth your life babe, never, Im glad you are here to tell the tale. We want you around ok :-)
well thanks, but there is no guarentee that i will be accepted, its *likely* as the people at the hospital put it… as they had to deal with my dad, but its no guarentee. but its a start at least :)
Yes it is, you hang in there , where is Mum in all this ?
…. she should be in rehab, but shes unfortunitially not. :(
Hmmm, well you be the strong on here, live for you hon, you’ve only got two years and you’ll be 18 by then your choices will be different. Just hang in there ok. Your worth more than that and you have to realize there are always people to help you.
“strong one” ooops typo :P
yea, i will try. its just really hard… when everybody who i let get close…. hurts me. but things are looking slightly brighter then they were before, so i should be fine.
awwwh im sorry hun.
glad youre sitll here though. things will get better though. just hold on!
xoxo
Hey Bro, been there done that, and all I got was a permanent limp . Jumped off a 70 foot bridge.(Albeit, drunk). Look at it this way/ breathing in/breathing out/ sun came up/must be a good day.
They will get better hon, Nobody here is going to hurt you, just come here and chat when you feel the need :-)
well thanks, i appreciate it.
This is a funny age, everything seems impossible and solutions don’t seem to be there but they are. Your parents just need to sort out their issues and repair the family unit. Have they considered counseling as a family ?
my mom and dad broke up a long time ago… i lived with my mom till i gotr sick of her problems and her always making problems for me, and then i thought it would be better with my dad… and it was… for a little bit, but then he started picking fights over ketchup and pointless stuff like that, and yea… i thought he was going to hurt me physicially the last fight… so i left.
go to lds.org and see the purpose in life
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I am glad that you have a second chance. Glad that you are here as well. You know everything happens for a reason. You getting another chance has a purpose and a reason. Seek help from a church , a shelter or even social services. It sounds like a good idea that you are out of a bad situation with your family. I do pray that you get the help you need and you seek after it. Don’t give up! Keep on speaking positive that you will get what you need. Like it was said before we are all here to help and will not hurt you or let anyone else on here hurt you. God Bless you in all your paths through life!
Lots of Parents and teens fight, that’s why sometimes counseling helps to bring the family back together. At times the parents just haven’t got the emotional tools to bring about a level at which you can all get along. Its a hard stage for all really. Just remember though it isn’t worth you life, in a couple of years you can get out on your own and make your life happy and more bareable.:-)
yea, me and my dad tried counselling, it didnt work. he was too stubborn and wouldent co-operate really. but i am going to give it a fighting chance, and when i graduate… thats my finish line, once i reach that, i can fix everything, and for the time being i will just have to make alot of “pit stops” along the way to fix things.
lol sorry i thought of that metaphore and i couldent resist using it lol :)
but yea… it was a scary experience. but in the end, it worked out.
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thanks, if i ever get to the point where that is feeling like an option again, i will talk to you guys on here.
You,d better :-) lol, there’s always someone here hon, your not alone I know its virtual but there are always people to listen :-)
Yeah what Sasha101 said. You make sure you do talk to someone because your life is worth living. We all care and want to help so you stay in touch with us and keep us updated. If you need us that is what we are here for. Thanks for allowing us to talk with you.
How were your tests before they let you leave the hospital ? did they tell you that if you have any pain in your tummy to go back ?
well take care!!!!!!!!!!!! and remember that god loves you
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they said the levels of the drug were comming down nicely and that there shouldent be any damage or anything to worry about, they told me i do still have some of the drug in my system and to take it easy so it doesent act up though.
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No I don’t want there to be another time. Don’t let there be a next time. I refuse that upon your life. I believe in you. I believe that with some help you can do anything that needs to be done. Don’t even think about it happening again. You live because you have a purpose even when you can’t see it you have one. Live and make a better life for yourself. I would not accept any kind of that negative talk. Thanks for allowing us to talk with you. I appreciate it and you living your life to the fullest potential you have. God Bless.
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There is no need to talk to anyone like that. No need for name calling. People that are negative and Cruel speaking should keep their opinion to themselves. You should be encouraging someone and lifting them up and quit tearing them down.
thanks, i didnt get the chance to read those replys but im glad i didnt. i have good news i met with the lady who was setting up that program, and she said she doesent see any reason why i wouldent be accepted :)
That’s cool. That’s Great! Yeah I didn’t care for those replies. There are always gonna be people that are cruel and judgemental. They know nothing about what you have been through. Just don’t let people like that discourage you in life. Because there are people that care and want to encourage you. That is what this place is for. I appreciate the people that monitor this and respond to messages that are discouraging and cruel. You keep us informed with what is going on. We want to know how you are and how things are going in your life so keep us updated. Thanks
Hey, How are you doing? Any updates to give? How is your health going?
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sorry i havent updated in a while, i didnt have access to the internet, i couldent stay with my friend anymore and im staying with a different friend now… well kinda friend…
ill tell you why,
so i spent the holidays with my grandma, before working something out with my other friends mom. so yea… let me fill you in on this friend. she is the girl who i had “something” with. i told her i kinda had feelings for her and she said she did too, and it lead to alot of close moments, but then she abandoned me…. after telling me she was falling in love with me… which hurt… but yea. shes with someone now… just like that, she told me she was falling in love with me, then all of a sudden shes with someone else… but yea. she just used me to have something to do, and now she has someone else, i was never loved, or cared about, she just needed to use me, but whatever. so i went on the bus to get back…. after a horrible bus ride to get to my grandmas in the first place, i got robbed, and had to go twice as far to get to where i was going… and then on the way back the bus broke down… lol. but yea i get to their house, and she isnt home yet, which is good im thinking, cause she was a real jerk to me the night before, and then i stay up for a bit then go to sleep, well she gets home, and comes downstairs with her boyfriend… who has apparently moved in here… which is going to hurt me even more seeing and hearing them… so yea. i mean right now its 1 am and im listening to music so i wont hear them and start to feel bad…
i mean seriously… how can you lead a person on like that, then abandon them without a reason? and she will not talk to me about it, and now i cant bring it up cause i dont want her getting mad at me while im here. the way i see it im using her to get a place to stay, so im getting even, even though i will be paying rent and working around the house a bit, but thats for her parents, not her.
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