life help: Today is one of those days.

bickling7

Today is one of those days.

Today is one of those days when I feel miserable about everything. My current situation sucks. No home no money no nothing. I ask myself the question Why me? Going through what I have been going throught these past 3 weeks is suppose to make me stonger. I don’t know about that. They say God doesn’t put more on your plate than you can handle, well let me tell you my plate is so full Im dropping things everywhere. I’m starting not to beleive in that saying. Today is one of those days where I feel like im being tortured or taunted by the face of adversity. I would wish what I am going through on nobody on this earth in fact I wish I wasn’t going through what I am.

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skyy 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 11 months, 3 weeks ago (25 minutes after post)

:( Cheer up mate its going to be ok. I know you think your life is horrible but always remember it could be worse. Maybe try doing something to move you in a positive direction. It never hurts to ask for help

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kiliker3 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 3 weeks ago (30 minutes after post)

Its snowing here, for the first time in idk how long. ive been asking for it for a long time. but it happend today. =]

sometimes to get what you want you have to make sacrifices, even if that means your time and energy.
when it comes to your needs, there is something out there. and it is listening to you, even if it cannot speak back. it listens, and it feels your pain.
you arnt alone, and thats what matters most. cuz life being alone, well its horrible.
wish you luck man, id say come live here but NY sucks.

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bickling7 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 3 weeks ago (46 minutes after post)

skyy wrote:
:( Cheer up mate its going to be ok. I know you think your life is horrible but always remember it could be worse. Maybe try doing something to move you in a positive direction. It never hurts to ask for help

Beleive me I have tried to ask for help everyway I can,from social services, salvation army, churches, family and friends etc. No one can help I am lucky if I get in line early enough to get into a homeless shelter for a night. My mother cannot help me because she is poor and lives in subsidized housing which prevents me from staying with her due to the lease. I cannot work due ti an injury i suffeered at work and employer tried to deny. So like I said i have exhausted all my options and there is no where left to turn.
Thanks for your input though

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skyy 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 11 months, 3 weeks ago (52 minutes after post)

Aww im so sorry just keep your head up and hope for something to change in your life and hopefully it will be a good change. I know the future looks bad now but if you think positive it be better than you think/expect. Just vision yourself out of this runt and it may come to past

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kiliker3 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 3 weeks ago (55 minutes after post)

your overlooking something. you just dont know it yet…keep that brain working and youll b outta this soon.

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bickling7 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 3 weeks ago (55 minutes after post)

thats all i have is my faith.

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bickling7 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 3 weeks ago (56 minutes after post)

kiliker3 wrote:
your overlooking something. you just dont know it yet…keep that brain working and youll b outta this soon.

Thats what everyone tells me but the problem is when winter is upon us and its hard to survive out in the cold. Thank god for 24hr laundymats

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kiliker3 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 3 weeks ago (57 minutes after post)

Where do you live man? and how old are you? this might help alittle

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bickling7 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 5 minutes after post)

I was living in maryland but now had to migrate do delaware because thats where my mom lives. I go there two times a week so that I can do my school work and get a shower and stuff. But cannot stay there. I am 31 yrs old.

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kiliker3 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 11 minutes after post)

I know this might sound kinda bizzare, but ever think about enlisting? if you think about it its free meals, free clothing, shelter, and they do promise you a future…
idk if theyd enlist a 31y.o. tho. but its an idea

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bickling7 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 14 minutes after post)

Yea but the injury I suffered I shattered my ankle have plates, screws and had to get cadaver tendons put in my ankle. So I doubt they will take me I cannot run anymore. And to top the cake my girlfriend of 4 years threw me out of the house because I am unable to work right now and have no income comming in as of yet. Still battling employers insurance company. But thanks for the suggestion. Like I said all optons are exhausted. There is no hope right now.

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kiliker3 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 23 minutes after post)

recruiters these days will take anything. try going in and explaining your situation and see what they can do to help you out. either advice on what to do if they really cant take you, or how they can prepare you b4 you swear in. people shoot themselves in the feet all the time to get out.. and a good percent of them never leave cuz they really just dont care what shape your in, my sisters husband had his hand crushed in war. they never sent him home. they do need people.

my dad just recently went to this place where they pay your bills for free, they write checks to people in need. try seeing if there is something you can apply to, so that if you saty with your mom theose people can pay her bills 4 u.

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bickling7 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 26 minutes after post)

thanks will google this up to see what i can find out. But like I said i can’t stay with my mom if the landlord catchess me staying there she could get evicted and I wouldn’t do that to her.

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kiliker3 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 31 minutes after post)

if it comes down to it, get on a bus and head to Florida, its mad warm there, people are friendly. find a boat and make it your home lol but anyways, best of luck to you friend, ill pray 4 u.

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