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smoogie. wrote:
Spooky, I was just going to ask you how the case is going with that lady who contacted you.
Your daughters eyes are amazing.

those are contacts… lol… her eyes are a very dark hazel… brownish.. lol..
i have contacted 21 more people today.. trying to get something done… waiting to hear something back.

Barbyman wrote:
wow Shie were you responsible for this beautiful Creature? You wait there be Boys hanging around Day and Night.Tell her about the birds and the bees .Guess its to late ,they know more than we do…

hahahahaha, yes.. unfortunately, she looks like her father… lmfao..
as for the birds and bees… yeah… she missed her period for 2 months when she was 15.. got to say… i told her that i wasnt mad… however i was a little disappointed in her because she knew how it was for me raising 3 children on my own .. . thank god…. she wasnt pregnant… omg.. im way too young to be a grandma… lmfao…

Luck of the Irish wrote:
I am thrilled for you Shie, congratulations

thank you irish… me too… me too.. just to see her and know.. she is doing ok.. makes me feel good inside.

RamblingMan wrote:
Beautiful girl…and Smoogie is right, great eyes!

thankyou ramling… yeah, the eye color is fake… lol..

elysium wrote:
I agree there, she has really nice eyes. You have a beautiful daughter, Shie.

thank you… yes, she is very pretty…

littlenick wrote:
A beautiful daughter from a beautiful, classy, and all around wonderful woman!

awwwwww ~blush~ thank you littlenick…

libragirl12 wrote:
Wow, that vision you had is still comming to pass!

yes… it sure is isnt it? not to be greedy though… im still hoping it has more meaning .. maybe that they can finally come home..

Devil_on_Earth wrote:

littlenick wrote:
A beautiful daughter from a beautiful, classy, and all around wonderful woman!

I second that for sure!

thank you devil :)

miss_enigma wrote:
What a beautiful and vibrant young lady. That must ache like hell. *hugs* I can only imagine how bittersweet this must be for you Shie and all I can say is, they are intelligent kids, they will know the truth, if they don’t already. You will make up the time with them and everything will be ok in the end. In the meantime we are here for you, hang in there and keep the hope I know you have.

thank you miss enigma… yes.. it is very hard… especially not recognizing her… that totally kills me and i actually broke down today… i never cry… but i did today… for quite a while actually.. self pity i suppose…
you are right… one day… ONE DAY… things will change.. i just wish that day would hurry and get here…

 qASH  wrote:
WOW!! She is so beautiful!!! I am so sorry, Shie! I cant believe God can do that with ya!! I hope one day, you’ll get her… I cant share your pain b/c I have never felt that but I can say that you are facing a lot in ur life…. i m sorry!!

thank you quash… she is beautiful… always worried about her while she was growing up.. i remember she was 14 and got a picture to me, i printed it out and people actually thought she was like 19… ugh…
as for my pain.. i believe that the pain with my children is more hurtful than knowing my future with my tumor and such.. in fact, is the only thing that ever gets me in my little slumps from time to time.. i miss them with all my heart and soul… and THAT is why i will not give up my fight in life.. i have actually had a friend recently tell me, that with all that i have gone through in life and still going through with my tumor… she would have killed her self a long time ago… and i admit.. i thought about it for the first 2 years my babies were gone.. but where would that leave them?? they would really hate me forever and probably be in the looney bin.. as my one daughter stephanie always told me.. “mommy, when you die, im going with you”.. i could never do that to them.. so i deal with my suffering and life.. and that is why they are my true heroes… they keep me breathing each and every day..

miss_enigma wrote:
There is nothing wrong with crying, I’m glad you did. Keeping it in will only hurt you and you have every reason to feel sorry for yourself for what that man did to you and your kids. You have no trouble finding hope so you cry when you need to!! Things will change and they will know how much they have been loved even if it is from a distance (for now) and that wasn’t your choice. Just keep being your awesome and positive self, it will happen. The sooner the better!!! I think the change has already begun, don’t you? ;)

i know.. crying is natural.. but through out my life as a child, as a wife.. i was never allowed to cry.. or i got hit worse.. so i have learned to hold it in.. never showing my emotions… ever.. so it is really hard for me to cry… even when im having the saddest of moments.. and if i do cry.. i usually run to the bathroom, wiping my tears, starring in the mirror telling myself that i hate myself.. once done.. i act normal like im ok..
as for change… im hoping so… my life IS moving forward with positive things… finally… but i know that if my children were home, my life would be complete… i could get through my health issues with flying colors.. i would be stress free from missing my babies.. and it would be so much easier..

miss_enigma wrote:
It’ll happen, I just know it :)

thank you miss enigma.. :)

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww beautiful qash… thank you..:)

bluflames83 wrote:
wow, thats awesome. shes beautiful.. sorry im late, my internet has been really crappy lately….

thank you bluflames…
yes, she is very beautiful…
as for being late… its not when you get here… the fact is that you made it.. so thank you…
sorry about your internet…

антихрист wrote:
she’s very beutiful
looks just like you :P

thank you… actually, if you saw her father, you would change your mind.. lol.. she looks just like him… lol..
thats the same with my son.. an identical match to his father.. lol.. poor things..
but my daughter steph is my mini me… looks just like me..