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My life around me if I never existed:

My parents would be quite pleased with their only child. Not only is he everything they asked for, but also not even half as bad as their other son (me) who thankfully doesnt exist! He was truthfully an accident, totally planned to be a girl when I was born. My school companions would never learn anything about fine quality music, would have never seen a soccer player as graceful as myself, and would have missed out on a friend who cared so much for others that he payed little to no mind about himself at all. Innocent civilians would have been straight up dead if it wasnt for me, my abilities to take down weapons with the lift of a finger. I helped little kids learn how to God **** read. All the money thats been stolen from me, to the stolen bikes, to the beatdowns, to the beatups, to the times crying alone. None of that would have existed if I was never alive. The sorrow I cause my parents, the hurt I cause in my friends. My affect on women, a very little to low effect. She doesnt know, but I’ve been watching over her, I just want to give my spirit to the passed on. So I can be free, and watch over the ones I love..

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Snar offline Verified User (2 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 41 #
An Undisclosed Location | 11 months ago (4 minutes after post)

Two things: one, you listed a lot of good in there, so be happy you existed and carry on to do more things and continue to be happy you exist!

two: if you believe in God, dotn waste his gift!

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Stress007 offline Verified User (11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months ago (31 minutes after post)

I understand how you feel, im the first child.
When i was born they recorded me all the time,
so they say, but “Sadly” they lost all my baby videos.
I only have One baby picture, and its kept in a box, while
my little sister’s are covering the walls. I never get prasied or
noticed, only when they need someone to yell at. But i’ve
realized if i were to just “dissapear” they would win,
and whats the point in wasting your life,
you should try and better it by not caring what they think and just have fun
you only get One life =]

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An Undisclosed Location | 11 months ago (35 minutes after post)

You are special. Too bad they did not tell you before.

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sd_lilian offline Verified User (12 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months ago (59 minutes after post)

sometimes i think that without me the sun rises as usual ,the world rotates as usual ,and my beloved ones will have someone else .i dont know what i was born for ?
but once i was born ,i’ll be there . i’m special .maybe i’ve no idea about my life or about love .but i’m alive .i can search for the answer ….

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robmiester offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
Sarnia, ON, CA | 11 months ago (6 hours, 39 minutes after post)

Oh yeah sure I’m special, I’m absolutely unique…just like everyone else. I don’t give a **** because it wouldn’t make a difference how I feel right now alive or dead. I don’t feel alive, I havn’t experienced much outside of my insignificant little town. I don’t feel alive, I feel like a Ghost, unnoticable, unappretiated and just waiting for the day I can finally rest in peace.

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Snar offline Verified User (2 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 41 #
An Undisclosed Location | 11 months ago (6 hours, 43 minutes after post)

THen go! Go travel, go find what it is you feel you are missing in your life.

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robmiester offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
Sarnia, ON, CA | 11 months ago (6 hours, 45 minutes after post)

Where the hell do you expect me to travel without a dollar to spare? Sweet I’ll ride my bike as far as the water. That’s really seeing a lot.

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Snar offline Verified User (2 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 41 #
An Undisclosed Location | 11 months ago (6 hours, 48 minutes after post)

You know a teacher of mine travelled the world with just a little saved from a summer of workin to start him off, he’d work odd jobs all over, he travelled from europe to the middle east…just all over the world and hed get jobs picking berries, doing whatever there was around him, and he just lived like that from place to place. For him it was an amazing and life changing experience, it also taught me you dont have to be rich to experience the world, you only need the will. Now obviously tehre are some currently dangerous parts of the world, but other then that theres no reason why someone else shouldnt be able to do that.

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