I’m happy now.
So my best friend and I dated on and off for two months; it finally ended Saturday night. He remained the love of my life, I remained his best friend. One of his last comments was “If I could make myself like you that way, I would. I’m sorry”. I sensed beforehand that he had not taken a mutual interest in me, so I broke it off once and for all. I don’t feel bitter, I don’t feel hurt, I feel…free, as if a large weight had been lifted off of my chest. I told him everything I thought about the relationship finally, and I now have no regrets. My long distance ex-girlfriend has returned as my best friend, and suddenly everything is looking up. I’ve been accepted into the college of my dreams, I feel motivated to do schoolwork once more, and a stream of self-confidence is surging through my inner self. Most of all, I have in front of me what I have always wanted: a best friend that loves me and cares for me and all of my little quirks. She likes me for being ME. I have never felt so special in my entire life. I have never felt that I belonged until now.
Our initial meeting tainted by streaks of selfish depression, my world closed; my heart broken. Yet, a soft hand guides and fosters my personal growth. It belongs to the figure that has never left my mind. We stood there with our hands open toward the sky, through everything we’ve been through and everything we will ever face.
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