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I feel like no one cares about me.
I’m a middle child and my older half brother is in coledge with my mom always thinking of him. While my younger brother is starting basket ball for middle school and my dad only notices his acheivments. I’m the only girl, with no older girl cousins. I have no one to talk to, not even my friends. My best friend call me Best friend #2 and I hate it. I only have 3 frinds. I feel like I’m not that interesting of a person and all of my friends are better than me in some way. One is smarter, one is better at drawing, and one is way more social. I’m just the shy, small voiced, weird girl at school. I always feel like I’m making a big deal of everything because I think that I have no right to complane about anything. My parents are devorcied, but some don’t have any. I think i have tons of home work, but my brother has more. I say i have no time, but my mom has two jobs. there is always some one wrose than me and I see that i have no place to complain.
I have been told that i’m not interesting, and I say it’s true. Everyone I ask “what the most interesting thing about me?” they say “your friends!” that’s great, but I have nothing to say about me. even my friends leave me when it’s just two of us cause I’m boring. people say I’m innocent, and I believe I am. I don’t do anything bad because I want my parents to approve of me. I want them to see that i’m different, that I wont be that annoying teenager. but part of me thinks that it’s because of that, that I am the way I am.
I don’t talk my feeling because people don’t want to hear them. I don’t say mean things because I don’t see anything bad. everyone is great but me. Everyone is good at something and has a personality. Why is it that I don’t. I only see flaws in me. I am nothing. I really think that the world would not change if I was gone.
please help me?
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