I seriously think suicide is the only way out…Please, I

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I seriously think suicide is the only way out…

Please, I am not kidding or asking someone to stop me I really feel like that is the only way out. I am 24 years old, I have three children. We have no one me, my fiancee, our kids thats it. We barely make enough money to survive but we do. Then we get a letter saying they are taking 500 dollars a month out of my fiancees checks for child support even though he lives here and supports the kids. He makes 8.00 an hour about 850 a month after taxes. We are going to lose everything now. We will be homeless. We will have nothing. I cant work we have an autistic son. We are still waiting for help with that situation. Child support says there is nothing they can do. My mother is a drug addict she cannot help. My father commited suicide when i was a teenager. We were doing okay and no this. If I kil myself the state will take the kids and at least they will have a better life than i am giving them. i dont know what else to do.

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An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (5 minutes after post)

Suicide, if you want to give up your life, give it to a good cause. you will be rewarded abundantly, but give your life completely to it. a good cause such as widows and orphans, or the poor and starving.

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An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (8 minutes after post)

Go to the nearist church and ask for help, if they say no go to the next church.

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An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (17 minutes after post)

Where do you live? There are people and programs in most areas that can help people in your situation, but you have to approach them for help. If you can tell me your country and city I can give you some ideas.

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An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (35 minutes after post)

but then your kids will grow up without a mum. im sorry about your situation, theres not much you can do now if the state has decided it. but your kids still need you. you cant give up on them.

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art2spea 0 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (39 minutes after post)

Please write me!!!!!!!!it is not worth taking your life!!!!! Belief that is the only way!!!!! write me any time……I will leave my e-mail! please… you are needed more then you could possibly know!!!!!!!!!!! god bless you!!!

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An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (44 minutes after post)

it better to start over than to die. dieing wont help your kids grow up

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An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (46 minutes after post)

well, how did you feel when your dad killed himself? thats how your kids will feel

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An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (51 minutes after post)

Please don’t do this! I promise you “this too shall pass”. Your kids need you! Please be strong for them! Call Oprah! Like everyone else on here is saying, you have to reach out for help. Go to your church, unemployment office, whatever it takes, but please don’t give up! I promise you, no matter what you think, your kids life will not be “better” without YOU in it. God Bless You and good luck!

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An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (55 minutes after post)

Thank you to the people that are being positive. I did not post this saying I am going to kill myself I just feel like there is no where else to go. I have had to start over so many times and I dont feel like I have it in me anymore. I am letting my kids down and that doesnt make me feel like any kind of mother. I promised them we wouldnt move out of this house, my son is happy in school, we finially got them a dog. I just dont know where to go from here, I have no fight left

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Gent, 08, BE | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (55 minutes after post)

I can understand you feel helpless and think in a negetive way . It is you who decides what you believe, what you think. Instead of being a loser and killing yourself and giving those around you a bad feeling you can start to change the way you think.
Your mind controls your actions !!
Start to be confident and something good will come your way !!!!!!
Have faith in your self , instead of seeing yourself as a victim start feeling okay, be okay ..
You will see you will feel better and eventually will DO better !!!!

Suicide is no solution cause all the difficulties you went through in this life will repeat themselves in another life. Then you will have to go through all this again …You have come this far already so please continue.

Have faith and see that you are not that bad off…You ahve actually a chance to turn around your life from NOW on !! Don’t waiste that chance .
Start changing the way you think and the rest will follow !!!!!
Good luck !!

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art2spea 0 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (56 minutes after post)

That is very nice of you too say……..bless you and your thoughts.

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An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 1 minute after post)

It could be worse……they could have no mother………..

allidseige 0 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 56 minutes after post)

Check out these websites, they may be helpful too:

http://www.lifeline-gallery.org/?gcli…

http://www.nationaltreatmentcenters.o…

http://www.ulifeline.org/main/page/53…

Remember, times may be financially tough right now, but with your kids and fiance by your side, you really do have all the riches in the world!

Good luck!

debm #
An Unknown Location | 9 months, 1 week ago (1 month, 1 week after post)

Hello, I am a special education teacher and I work with the severe profound population to include autism. Please let mw know how you are doing now?
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