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i want to throw up my food.
i’ve had eating problems since i was like 14 from starving myself for a week to binge eating to wanting to throw up my food. i’ve only done the throwing up once but im sick of being so fat and gross. i have a disorder that makes it hard for me to lose weight and easy to gain. i put myself on a somewhat diet-trying to eat less and exercise more and i have been but just now i went and and ate a bunch of food and want to throw it up. i think i would be pretty if i wasnt fat. sometimes i think my mom and dad would love me more and people would accept me more if i wasnt this weight. i hate myself. i want to throw up i feel out of control. im also a drug addict but ive been clean but i replaced drugs with another one-food. i dont know what to do anymore
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