Put one foot in front of the other.
Open the door.
Jump:)
nice thoughts, peeps… well, storm on!
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fake your own death? or just give it all up, plan for a while and then get the **** out ^^
How old are you, and what are you interested in? I escaped my old life, but how to do it depends on where you are and where you want to be.
how about we help each other, I need to escape my life too
umm . just go on vacation release all the pressure
hide in ur room
move to a new country you always thoguth was interesting, get a different job, maybe a different degree. i plan to do this many times in my life
my lifr is just total ******** and being controlled for some reasom i have no privacy i have not one friend left im broke im boored oute my mind it is not possible to change the situation.
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Wendor wrote:
fake your own death? or just give it all up, plan for a while and then get the **** out ^^
idk, just leave everything i hav today, yunno?
tjwoods wrote:
How old are you, and what are you interested in? I escaped my old life, but how to do it depends on where you are and where you want to be.
i’m 20, i don’t want to have a fixed hard job any more, and i feel like i’ve lost my drive to try and study something, not because i’m not curious to learn, but because i feel so sure that nothing will ever change no matter what i do and that every calorie i spend is but a waste, but that all only applies when i picture it in a city, among people, once i start picturing everything with me being alone, away from people, i suddenly get my motivation back, so basically practically i keep fantasizing on being in some far empty place, maybe dirty, messy, cheap (the last one is preferred over the opposite), where i don’t follow anybody else’s picture of what ambitions or hopes are supposed to be like, because i’ve reached a point where i’ve stopped believeing in my opinion, or that i have one at all, and cought myself having lived years by the thoughts of others and my feelings being dictated by what the other’s say or do. i’m nto sure i made sense, i’ll try later when my boss is gone.
Matt in England wrote:
how about we help each other, I need to escape my life too
i’m in. now where do we start?
Crisabell wrote:
umm . just go on vacation release all the pressure
hide in ur room
i’ve tried hiding in my room, it scares me just as well now, vacation needs money planning and i’m on it i’m just not sure i’ll ever make it.
SoulRising wrote:
Run.
that’s what i do lol maybe i oughtta just do it even more seriously… i oughtta run from runnin’
Cali Dispensable wrote:
move to a new country you always thoguth was interesting, get a different job, maybe a different degree. i plan to do this many times in my life
i wanna do that, i’ll see if i can.
msuzal wrote:
my lifr is just total ******** and being controlled for some reasom i have no privacy i have not one friend left im broke im boored oute my mind it is not possible to change the situation.
that’s exactly what i meant
sounds like you need to do something you have always wanted to do. start living the way you think you should live, not the way others think you should.
lazy wrote:
i’m 20, i don’t want to have a fixed hard job any more, and i feel like i’ve lost my drive to try and study something, not because i’m not curious to learn, but because i feel so sure that nothing will ever change no matter what i do and that every calorie i spend is but a waste,
these statements are tell-tale signs of depression. i had similar thoughts when i was depressed. do you think you have been feeling depressed? if so how long would you think you have been like this?
Cali Dispensable wrote:
sounds like you need to do something you have always wanted to do. start living the way you think you should live, not the way others think you should.
lazy wrote:
i’m 20, i don’t want to have a fixed hard job any more, and i feel like i’ve lost my drive to try and study something, not because i’m not curious to learn, but because i feel so sure that nothing will ever change no matter what i do and that every calorie i spend is but a waste,
these statements are tell-tale signs of depression. i had similar thoughts when i was depressed. do you think you have been feeling depressed? if so how long would you think you have been like this?
ya i am officially depressed, been so since i was 16, and it kinda feels shameful that not much has changed since then.
have you ever tried to get help for it? like getting a blood test to see if its a chemical imbalance,and if so getting the right medication? have you ever went to see a psychologist (they help a LOT)?have you ever tried a medication regardless of it being a chemical imbalance?
Cali Dispensable wrote:
have you ever tried to get help for it? like getting a blood test to see if its a chemical imbalance,and if so getting the right medication? have you ever went to see a psychologist (they help a LOT)?have you ever tried a medication regardless of it being a chemical imbalance?
umm, never been on anti-depressants, i’ve been on therapy for about 2 years though… boss is back i guess, bbl luv ya calleh
lmao it was the pizza guy hehe… scared the stuff outta me…
ya so i have hormon related probs caused by depression and unhealthy lifestyle, for which the meds are depressive (since it involves birth control hormons)… so i’m in a weird phase of my life medically, but i guess i’m still afraid of antidepressants, specially when they say they actually cause depression lol…
i’m trying real hard to work out my weird issuesin therapy, it’s gonna take ages though lol till then i got u to chat with!… and rum lol
not that after i get better hypothetically i won’t chat with u, i just might start wanting to meet people once i’m not so social phobic anymore, and who knows :P maybe in a decade or 2 :)
haha,im doin similar stuff with my therapist, ive got a bunch of workshhets she gave me :/. its all to do with the social phobia stuff, but i dont think its as severe as urs. well u r definatly goin in the right direction. just think how we arent afraid of talkin to eachother here, so there is definatly a social side of u
very social side, yay xD cyaz on chat luv
its not dead, just asleep
lol i was just kidding cuz u said “the other dies” instead of the other side hihi
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