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Hey, my head hurts and I can’t stop thinking about killing myself.

I feel like the only reason i’m alive is for my family. Everyday is just a battle for me to stay alive. No one really knows how I feel…I’m crying alot lately and I find it hard to breath. I just got out of what i thought was a serious relationship and i was really dependent on her. She made me happy…I’ve been like this for 5 days now and every night I go to bed depressed and i cry. I feel like I’m done and I have no future…or no future I’m looking forward to. I can’t stop feeling down :(…I feel like my wil to live is fadeing away…

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sanjeevdhir offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (13 minutes after post)

Trust in god everything will be alright… thats one who never gives up on you.

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (14 minutes after post)

Have you talked to your family about this?
Maybe they could support you and help you through this.
But remember suicide should never be an option. Keep on fighting in this battle.

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mike_jj offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
Charlottetown, PE, CA | 10 months, 1 week ago (16 minutes after post)

family is not doing good…my mom is really depressed and my dad just i dont know. as for god…i dont believe

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mike_jj offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
Charlottetown, PE, CA | 10 months, 1 week ago (17 minutes after post)

i stay locked up in my room all day, i feel like doing nothing.

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mike_jj offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
Charlottetown, PE, CA | 10 months, 1 week ago (19 minutes after post)

i havent had a hug in i dont know how long, i havent had a good friend in over 6 years. I feel like everything is sliping away

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (23 minutes after post)

You can always make new friends. Go out and walk at a park or something, look around and feel the life around you. Don’t just lock yourself up in a room, that makes it even more depressing.

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mike_jj offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
Charlottetown, PE, CA | 10 months, 1 week ago (24 minutes after post)

its hard because i live in the country away from others and i dont got my license.

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sanjeevdhir offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (26 minutes after post)

God believes in you - you only have the choice to embrace or not… you will find your hugs from above… try it you will not lose anything…just gain.

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (27 minutes after post)

Well, is there a park near the place you live?
What do you usually do when you have time?
Any hobbies?

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dirtylilsecret97 offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (27 minutes after post)

a close friend of mine is having the same problem. it sounds to me that the girl should be the one hurting. if you think that you need her to survive then obviously you really care about this girl.

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mike_jj offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
Charlottetown, PE, CA | 10 months, 1 week ago (29 minutes after post)

I play games, n watch tv mostly. and no…no park. there is a little town but yeah…really little and someone that lives there i really dont like.

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (32 minutes after post)

Is there anything interesting to do in your town? Outdoor activities? Or something else?

Right now if you started to feel bad I guess you could play games, maybe find a really good book to read. That should help a little.

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mike_jj offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
Charlottetown, PE, CA | 10 months, 1 week ago (37 minutes after post)

yeah, distracting myself does help but it always comes back.

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (40 minutes after post)

One step at a time, it’s still better than nothing.
Maybe right now distracting helps only a little, but you’ll learn to cope with this better.
You’ll be fine mike_jj. Things will get better.

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mike_jj offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
Charlottetown, PE, CA | 10 months, 1 week ago (42 minutes after post)

thanks, i calmed down now. maybe i can eat my supper lol…its been sitting there for 3 hours. talk to u laters

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (51 minutes after post)

Yey, supper is good for you… especially if it’s been sitting there for 3 hours.

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