I feel like I have no purpose in my life anymore.
I spent last night saying i wanted to kill myself for an hour and i couldn’t get too sleep for 2 hours. The only reason i got to sleep is the thought of me and her in bed cuddling with each other. I broke up with her 6 days ago and I feel like i have no future. Thinking about her makes me depressed…everything reminds me of her…and I can’t stop talking to her. She ignores me now even tho we are friends…that gets me depressed too. Last night I was the most depressed I have ever been in my life.
I’m scared o talk to her again…I know I will though. The worst part is she’s coming to see my cousin this summer. I can’t shake this! If we just broke up I could but she broke up with me for my lil cousin and she wants to hang with me while their together. I can’t handle that, I’m kinda calm now but it will come back when i talk to her or when i go to sleep. 3rd time she broke up with me…i believed her this time…like i always did. we were together for a year and she was my happiness. i havent been happy since we broke up…
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