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. . .might want to provide a little more information about what kind of experience you’re seeking and what your question is.

Experience in what, exactly?
There are many people with many types of experience on this site.
Youll have to be more specific.

hello ? i’m probably not who you want to talk to but here is a reply. to let you know i read the post. i’ve literally been to heaven and other places, and i’m currently sitting at a computer wondering what to do with my life nowhere close to heaven :S

I have experience, you should see what I can do with pliers and a hammer.

I am someone:), talk to me.

that’s what we’re here for! talk away!

Whats up?

Ooops, I meant type away your troubles. What’s up that girl? I also have experience in organic gardening, motorcycle racing, fishing (both deep sea and lake), I enjoy the out doors (mostly), I can type (pretty fast), cooking (some say I’m a gourmet), I can talk all night:), I am a good listener…

Are you okay?

thatgirlclair wrote:
Is there anyone who is willing to talk privately with me?

You mean like off site?

I can’t because I don’t know you, sorry:( Are you familiar with the shout box?

you click on the speaker besisde the little man by your name:)

opps..beside..sorry:)

Also, you can post anonymously on here. There’s a little checkbox under the post box that gives that option. And then as you continue to reply on the post, you can just continue to make sure it’s checked, so you can stay anonymous.

I have to go:( I’ll look for you later:)

OK i don’t know where to really start…

But i need someone to talk too… cos i am beginning to get to that point where i am scared off what i will do next, i have tried samaritans and i didn’t find that very helpful.

I was sexually abused from the age of 9-13 by a close family friend… i am 18 now… and he got 13 years in prison and stuff well hes only supposed to serve i think 7 and half or so years well hes got sentenced in like 2003, so he will be coming out soon, and i had to see his probabtion officer to talk about when he comes out hes not allowed anwhere near me and stuff… but i am terrified… no one knows him like i do…

Ever since i told him, things have been going wrong for me, when i was 13, i told, and i had to talk to the police and my mother didn’t believe me, she didn’t start believeing me till he got sentenced… and when i was 14 my mom she went down hill cos her boyfriend was sent to prison for something not sure what and she was suicidal and stuff and then she started hitting me and my sisters, and we were taking into care, a year on my mom had got sorted and my sisters returned to my mom, but because i went off the rails with self harm and stuff my mom wouldn’t allow me back, so i was to stay in care. Then one day i brang a knife into school and i was arrested, i wasn’t in trouble cos the school knew i was in a bad place so i was excluded from school, but luckily my dad who never wanted anything to do with me, decided he would take me…

But things started going down hill, i cannot talk to my dad about anything, i have night mares about the abuse and i have flashbacks and i self harm and i have attempted suicide 2 times very recently..

I am not mentally unwell, i am just struggling with things right now, and my CPN is more interesting in getting home early then actually listening to me…

Sorry if this is abit too much for anyone =(

Do you live in the USA?

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Umm haha.. i am in the UK… its like the community psychiatric nurse..

Life is a bi###. Have you gotten mad?

The reason i asked is it is legal to have a gun to protect yourself in the USA. Do you think this guy is coming after you for revenge?

I am not sure, i think he might because i wrecked his family by telling on him and sending him to prison he left his family behind.. and he always said if i told he would come after me..

I am scared…

You did not wreck his family! He is paying for his own actions. Do not ever apologize for telling the truth. Do not ever apologize for existing. Do not ever apologize for standing up for yourself.

Because the truth changes everything. Sometimes it separates you from everyone who does not belong in your life.

Do you have any other avenue for counseling other than the CPN? Can you switch CPN’s?

Why are you unable to talk to your dad about this?

Since you’re 18, is there a chance you could move to a different place and make a new start? I know it’s hideous that you should have to be the one to leave, but it doesn’t seem like there’s a lot holding you where you are now.

Just a reminder - you are the victim here. Don’t let him or certain members of your family make you think anything else.

Get mad baby. Get up and get out of that house, get out of that town.

I washed dishes till my hands where prunes for my first job, I worked as a nurse’s assistant to put myself through nursing school. But first I got MAD! Real Mad, I realized that no one had the right to take away my childhood, my family, that I was just as good as anyone else and the adults in my life should have protected me. Shame on your mother for denying you, shame on all of your family. You are precious and dear, you are just like everyone else, worth just the same. Fight babe! Fight! Get F###ing MAD!

thatgirlclair wrote:
That word truth… i always thought that word meant good.. but in my life its the total opposite… but yea i understand what your saying soul… some people i guess don’t want to accept the truth.. i know one thing the police told me when i was 13 which i have never forgot was your parents might not beable to be the same with you for a while because they need to get their heads around that their little girl was hurt…Well its been almost 5 years isn’t that long enough?I am so shy that i don’t talk to anyone cos i have no confidence and so i wouldn’t have the guts to go to a support group i have thought about it.. I don’t have any other counselling and its not really councelling its just going to see her every 2 weeks and telling her how things have been and watching her looking at her watch all the time..I am unable to talk to my dad cos hes kinda emotional switched off.. he does not understand he shouts at me for being difficult..I have thought about moving out… but i am scared too.. cos my dad willbe mad os he won’t get his benefit for me then… and then he will give me the guilt trip about how he can live with out that benefit cos of everything going up..Thank you for your replies..

Truth, that is not your burden baby, it is theirs.

Your dad is a big boy, he will have to learn how to take care of himself. Take your benefit and run.

Sweetie, your dad not getting his “benefit” isn’t your problem. Is that something that you would get if you were on your own? Maybe that would help you take SoulRising’s advice and move on with your life. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? What would you like to be doing? What can you do now to get yourself there?

And you will fall many many times, pick yourself up, get an attitude and f##k the world. Don’t put up with any sh## from anybody. Life is as much yours as the next guy.

I think 2010 is too late. If you want your mind back; the sooner you get out of there the sooner you will be in charge of your own destiny, your own happiness, your own grades. If you stay you are not changing anything.

Wow..you came a long way today:) You will become and “Are” a stronger person from all of this.

When climbing a dangerous mountain you need to take small steps to get rolling along. Focusing our minds is a challenge and gets easier with time, patience and practice. I find focusing on some physical tasks help the mind. I’m very sorry that you have suffered such terrible pain and abuse….they’ll all go to hell as they live in their own ****. You have no time for their crap!

Look at what you just did:) You, the fantastic strong willed person you are, set yourself a goal to become educated and tolerant of some ****, so you can get the tools you need to overcome defeat:) I’m very impressed and in awe..you are a very strong girl. Everything you have planned is perfect and proves to me how intelligent you really are. The world works for you…not well and they require you fire a few of them from time to time…if they don’t service you..dismiss them and ask for another.

Here are a couple of things to start with maybe…find a club for kick boxing or another Marshal Art to help you focus. Put your education before everything…even thinking or eating as it will be your ticket out. Is there a trustworthy teacher? If so form a “business only relationship”.

You will be rewarded:) I have so much hope for you:) You’ll make a very good leader someday:) Have a nice rest for today as tomorrow we have to work hard:)

Your friend Max:)