urrm, it’s 01:30pm, according to simple maths, i’m not going to finish what i was supposed to finish by yesterday before 8pm today.
1. i feel ashamed to have given a deadline and not made it, again.
2. i feel bad for myself since nuthin went according to my plan (being to get back in healthy shape) in the past month and a half, which kinda has to do with my boss ignoring to a pulp every schedule requirement i mentioned when i signed up.
3. i haven’t even found the time to shower, work out, go to the doctors i was supposed to revisit or book my operation at the hospital.
4. now my back has gone crazy on me and i can’t sit up straight or stand up, and i can’t lean on my desk because it is attached to bookshelves which will mash my skull the moment i put too much weight on the desk.
5. i don’t really want a career path, i don’t even feel like studying what i wanted to study a month ago, i just wanna go to the far east and work as a raft maker or sth, yunno?
6. i am going to regret posting this
7. i hav no idea why i numbered everything, i’m such a stupid skullhumping netfreakishy scary jackass with no rl.
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