Death would be great.

Jenny*nilla*Moo!

Death would be great.

I’m sick of being here.
I’m sick of feeling like everything is my fault.
So many things go through my mind.
I feel sick, scared and fearing the future.
I feel like I’m slowly fading, Every night I fear waking.
I’m tired of holding it all inside.
I got to let go of all my feelings, fears and pressures.
:(

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evansent:) 433 #
GB | 10 months, 1 week ago (7 minutes after post)

eh!whats up kiddo?

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☼SaD♣p0eT☼ 5 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (13 minutes after post)

let it out right now…i’m listening…What r u holding inside?

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An Undisclosed Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (13 minutes after post)

what ever is wrong i bet i have been through it,
you wouldn’t belive what i have dealt with
im not saying i no how you feel but i used to have depression and i still have relapses.
so if you feel you have to talk.
then talk.
Okay chuck? x

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Michael Leibman 3 #
Littleton, CO, US | 10 months, 1 week ago (1 hour, 20 minutes after post)

I want to say something so I’m subscribed to this post in case I can sometime help.

What I’ll say is I remember things… like the times I was all alone and you were nice to me… and I remember one time someone said, “I wanna die” and you said were shocked and said, “No, you can’t, you’re one of my best friends”… and I remember that spring is coming and it is possible to meet spring and be in love with life, even though I miss doing that sometimes, I’ll just mention that as a random goood thing to maybe look forward to. Thanks for letting me write these words and have a great day.

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evansent:) 433 #
GB | 10 months, 1 week ago (1 hour, 25 minutes after post)

ok..guys just letting you know jens gone away for 2 days
so shel appreciate all your replys when she gets back :)

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ĐaNi HaŦeS ŸoŪ 186 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (4 hours, 25 minutes after post)

jeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
how dare you!

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Jenny*nilla*Moo! 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (7 hours, 52 minutes after post)

i’m not going away for two days.. where’d you get that?

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ĐaNi HaŦeS ŸoŪ 186 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (8 hours, 3 minutes after post)

maybe wrong jen

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Jenny*nilla*Moo! 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (8 hours, 15 minutes after post)

oh..

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nextstar 3 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (21 hours, 2 minutes after post)

my advise is to get go out of your house now & take a wake .

Jenneh try to open up yourself for everything , stop worrying about the future because the future didn’t happen yet so it is not ours yet . Please enjoy your present .

what is the thing you always enjoy doing ?

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jeremyharriso 0 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 1 week ago (4 days, 21 hours after post)

I think that as we grow older and realize that we have to make our own decisions, it becomes scary… because really we get to do anything we like. I decided to move to bel air, ca and get a college degree. I had no money when I came here. I just really liked it. Now I live in a really nice home and run my own record label. Life is truly whatever you want it to be.

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An Undisclosed Location | 9 months, 4 weeks ago (1 week, 6 days after post)

booooooo

- The once and future Bacon

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An Unknown Location | 9 months, 2 weeks ago (3 weeks, 1 day after post)

I felt exactly that way many, many years ago. I am so glad that my best thinking and actions at that time did not end my life. It was very soon after that when my life changed radically on the inside. . .the only place I really do have any control.

Since then, I have had 23 years of incredible blessings. . . and even some peace amidst the occasional hard times that every single person goes through. I look back and think how I almost missed this incredible life by pondering a permanent solution to some temporary problems.

I wish you strength to endure this time for “This, too shall pass”. I wish you find hope that is very close, even as we ’speak’.

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