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So a while back I starting telling my counselor about hurting myself and thoughts of suicide.

Well I got to be better and I wasn’t really having thoughts about either of those things for a while. Now they are back and I am so scared to bring them up again. I used to have to email her about it because I was too scared to bring it up, but I don’t know. I feel weird sometimes emailing her saying, oh hey so i want to make sure we talk about my self harm and thoughts of death and suicide. I guess this is more a rant, but it’s something that makes me anxious. I get scared to mention it, especially in her office, and then I leave and wish i would have said something and I say, ok next week i will. Maybe I will just write it all down and give it to her to read.

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Joshy Woshy Poshy offline Verified User (1 year, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 32 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months, 1 week ago (7 minutes after post)

the longer you leave it the bigger grip your depression will take, so the sooner you talk the easier it is to beat it. i remember a couple of months after i got over my depression something happened that made me go back but i realized and was able to stop it, so i say the sooner the better. talk t your counselor

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teopal offline Verified User (1 year) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Undisclosed Location | 9 months, 1 week ago (12 minutes after post)

don’t be afraid to talk about it, thats what she is there for. a biggest part of battling depression is to prevent relapsing and keep treatment going even after you feel better. bring it up in a way thats comfortable but get to talking to someone.

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Jules22871 offline Verified User (10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 9 months, 1 week ago (16 minutes after post)

If you can’t talk about it then start a journal. Wrote your thoughts and feelings in it and then let the doctor read it. It really is a lot easier than bringing it up verbally sometimes.

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friendlyheart offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 36 #
An Undisclosed Location | 9 months, 1 week ago (16 minutes after post)

the best is to talk about it .. and it is really important.. but if you are so scared then it would be good to write it down really soon and give to her.. i guess you’ll feel better after it

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Jules22871 offline Verified User (10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 9 months, 1 week ago (20 minutes after post)

I found in my case that writing it down and giving it to the doc lead to some very helpful sessions. Once she knew what was going thru my head she was better able to address the issues that needed to be taken care of. A journal is just another tool to get things rolling.

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