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i found a plan.

last night i found a suicide plan that was completely worked out and that i wrote. it’s a few months old, from october. it’s bringing me to the edge. every detail is worked out, and i feel guilty for it, but i want to go through with it. i feel really, really bad about wanting this, but in my head, i do not deserve to live still.

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Amber (: offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months, 4 weeks ago (3 minutes after post)

No, thats the easy way out hun! nothing is so bad you cant work it out.. what has pushed you this faR?

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beyondconfuse offline Verified User (1 year, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months, 4 weeks ago (5 minutes after post)

i’ve pushed myself this far. i’ve pushed myself towards wanting this.. it’s been my goal for over a year now, and i can’t seem to let it go.

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Amber (: offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months, 4 weeks ago (8 minutes after post)

surly nothing is as bad as you think, you have a chance of a great life.. a wonderful love, children, life is valuable.. think of all the people, fathers, mothers lovers children who have giving there life unwilingly..please dont. were r you from??

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beyondconfuse offline Verified User (1 year, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months, 4 weeks ago (11 minutes after post)

i have little control in my life. and things will stay that way because i’m not willing to give up suicidality. i’m in the us.

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Amber (: offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months, 4 weeks ago (14 minutes after post)

god.. well i have to go. i suggest.. as down as you feel be with friends.. no cutting no planning just enjoy life. the more you go out the more chance you have to the ‘the one’. Im sure everything will be fine call a proffesional and talk to someone about your problems or say them in here n i will readt hem in the morning. Please look after yourself n thnk about every one you cheerish in your life as you lay in bed.

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beyondconfuse offline Verified User (1 year, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months, 4 weeks ago (19 minutes after post)

if i actually tell all of the problems, in my head, that is a step backwards. if i get it all out, then why would i commit suicide. i’m completely indifferent to others around me, marking me as selfish, for sure. that makes me deserve this. i only wish that i had the energy.

thank you for talking.

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Amber (: offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months, 4 weeks ago (10 hours, 46 minutes after post)

look, no one can help you unless you want to help yourself, as much as putting this post out and asking ofr advice/help you just dont want to make the effort.

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