I hate me.

Tay-K

Everything about myself is horrible. I get mad so easily. I got a tiny bit high at school on Friday, so my friend took ALL MY PILLS. I had over 150 ibuprofen and my mom knows that. How am I supposed to explain to her that I’m out when my stomach or head hurts and she wants me to take them? That wastes a LOT of money. I’m going to get sick because she took my allergy medicine. I’ve told her all this, she doesn’t care. There is still a bunch of totally different pills in the bathroom that i can take. Or maybe I’ll cut myself again instead. I only got high, I wasn’t killing myself, and not high enough to pass out, just so that I wasn’t depressed since I was. A different friend is getting mad at me because we were at a party and playing truth or dare without the dare and everybody answers the truth questions. The friend next to me and I started listening to her ipod, and we were supposed to put our phones in the middle and not text. I was texting my boyfriend, and we were still listening to what everybody was saying. The first friend got mad and sad and both of us started crying on Friday because I got high, and this second friend got mad at us for crying because she thought it would ruin the party mentioned above. I know I shouldn’t be getting mad at them, but I am. I hate it.

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Anonymous #
10 months ago (1 minute after post)

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Tay-K 5 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months ago (7 minutes after post)

Ok…?

Help me with: I am depressed.

Lajoney 1 #
El Cajon, CA, US | 10 months ago (8 minutes after post)

ummmm yeah that was a little cofusing but like this.
Get off the pills because when you get high sometimes you let your emotions and hormones get the best of you…its not cool. and why are you mad at your friends….i dont see what they did wrong??

Help me with: I’m scared of the future.

Tay-K 5 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months ago (10 minutes after post)

I’m going to get sick without my allergy meds so I’m mad at her for taking them. I’m mad at my other friend because she got mad at me and my other friend for being upset. Three of her friends are crying, and she gets mad because that ruins her mood. And she’s mad because I want to text my boyfriend.

Help me with: I am depressed.

Lajoney 1 #
El Cajon, CA, US | 10 months ago (15 minutes after post)

okay well your friend is trying to do something right. Stop getting high off your pills. Do you know how ******* dangerous that is? No, because you never got high off pills and been taken advantage of, or have you? Like people swear that getting high is so awesome like seriously dont let something bad happen to you to realize that you shouldnt be doing it. Your friend has a reason to be mad is shes a good friend. And the other one just seems like a *****,no offense. She needs to stop being so selfish. Your other two friends have their hearts in the right place. And you know what, when your depressed go on this website instead of cutting yourself or getting high it helps you know. Or go on youtube videos that are so funny you’ll laugh your *** off, just please…from someone who knows. Dont hurt yourself. Like have you ever seen “charlie bit my finger”? lol. Just please take my advice.

Help me with: I’m scared of the future.

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An Undisclosed Location | 10 months ago (20 minutes after post)

Why’d she take your pills?

Tay-K 5 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months ago (21 minutes after post)

So I won’t get high or kill myself.

Help me with: I am depressed.

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An Undisclosed Location | 10 months ago (22 minutes after post)

If you get sick, get the right number of pills from her so you can feel better. Also, stop getting high off your pills…

Tay-K 5 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months ago (22 minutes after post)

She won’t give me any. It’s physically impossible to get high off allergy pills, but she won’t give me those either.

Help me with: I am depressed.

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asdikj #
An Unknown Location | 10 months ago (38 minutes after post)

i feel the same. the mad and angry thing.

think about letting the anger seep out and away from you. try visualization - that sounds newagey.. i heard that works for somethings. like atheletes visualize themselves making the right motions and it helps.

also, get some relief - some distraction. find some things to make you laugh or smile. that sounds very typically corny and self-helpy. i just tried it and it worked a little bit. these were the things:

http://nextround.net/2009/01/20/nine-…

http://www.gearcrave.com/2008-12-11/a…

http://gadgets.boingboing.net/2009/01…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2_HXUh…

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