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I’m going out of my mind and I feel really petty about it.
I can’t concentrate on my job any more. I’ve spent three weeks staring at a computer screen and done absolutely nothing of any use. I’ve been missing dealines and am going to have to explain why tomorrow and I don’t know why. Even though my job is boring it pays well and people are nice enough but I just don’t seem to be interested in it or anything these days. I wonder if I’m depressed but I don’t really feel anything at all. I’m nervous of having to explain myself but thats more because I dislike confrontation more than anything.
I feel horrible because given the current climate I should be happy to even have a job left. At least I’m not worrying about how I will pay my mortgage… yet. I survived redundacies earlier this year but I almost wish I has been given the chop. At least I’d have gotten a pay off. I have a lot to be thankful for and should be working hard and enjoying life but it’s as if I’m just watching it pass me by and there’s nothing I can do to stop it.
I can’t talk to anyone about it. I just can’t. I don’t know what to do.
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