life help: Every night I think about her, every time I cry I think about

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Every night I think about her, every time I cry I think

about her, every time I’m depressed it’s because of her, every time I see a girl I see her, every time I see a couple kiss I’m wishing it was me and her, every night I can’t stop thinking about her and I get depressed, almost every song reminds me of her, I avoid some tv shows because they remind me of her because it was her fav show, every time I talk to her I get depressed because I’m not good enough for her, everytime I talk about her it helps a little bit, every time I think about her it hurts, every day I can’t help but think about her, every promise she made all broken just like that, I feel like ill never forget about her unless i get another gf.
Thinking about her with other guys tears me up inside, she looked great when we started going out then she got…i guess to good looking and I guess she didnt want me anymore :(. ****!@#!@$! It’s no fair, I don’t care okay she promised over and over again…I trusted her, i give her evehttp://help.com/start-somethingrything and the only way I cope is doing this…this is good. It’s the worst at night…I tell her how i feel and she says stfu…then I feel worse. ahhhhhhhhhhh!!! I just want to scream and cry, I know I’m making a big deal about this but I like thought about our future together almost every day and I loved picturing it. now its gone!!!

I feel like I’m not good enough now…
I feel like I’m so little now…
I feel like smashing stuff up…
I feel like screaming…
I feel like getting drunk and hitting on everything…lol
I feel like…god I just hate how I trusted her so much and she broke every promise she ever made.
People tell me it’s no big deal, get over her…easier said then done…
I’m not beautiful…I’m not good at talking to girls…I hate myself now…
I wish I had another girl friend so I would stop thinking about her…
She is SOOO HAPPY without me and it just sucks…I’m so messed up with out her…
It doesn’t matter that I would of loved her more then anyone? It doesn’t matter that I would of done anything for her? It doesn’t matter that she made me the happiest I’ve ever been? It doesn’t matter that I thought she was the one? it doesn’t matter that I wrote poetry and stories for her all the time? it doesn’t matter…

EVERY THING REMINDS ME OF HER…every time I think about her I get depressed…I miss her…

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An Unknown Location | 9 months, 2 weeks ago (9 minutes after post)

I felt that way when my gf broke up with me..I was pissed off and angry with everyone…I didn’t eat for a week…I didn’t bother doing anything…she moved away on top of breaking my heart so I refused to watch any shows or movies set in Seattle lol I kept thinking “what if i said something different or what if i did this or that” but one day I was like Fu*k it…she’s not coming back to me and I moved on…It gets easier I can promise you that. Don’t hold it in though because it will only make things worse…if you feel like screaming then scream or punch a pillow. But like I said it’ll get easier as time goes on.

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An Unknown Location | 9 months, 2 weeks ago (31 minutes after post)

Forevernight is right. We can’t control anyone but only our own selves. You need to move on..I know it’s very hard but that’s something you gotta do. Try making new friends and go out. Enjoy each and everyday. Have fun! Start spending time on your hobbies or something that you love. Remember, there is a reason why she is not with you and you will know that reason one day. I will pray for you :)

There comes a point in your life when you realize:
who matters,
who never did,
who won’t anymore…
and who always will.
So, don’t worry about people from your past,
there’s a reason why they didn’t make it to your future.

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Reno, NV, US | 9 months, 2 weeks ago (33 minutes after post)

We all go through times like this, you just have to come out of the other end of this stronger and wiser.

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An Unknown Location | 9 months, 2 weeks ago (1 day, 19 hours after post)

Hey man,

It happens to the best of us. I’ve been there twice with the same woman. I’ve felt like a yo yo. We are breaking up now after high hopes and she is moving across the country to be with her family again. If you have tried to keep relations going with no sucess well then it is time to ease back and give her space. Why you ask. Because no woman is going to want a pain in the *** a thorn in her side. You might find if you give her breathing room and some time to think. She may decides she wants you. Or she may not. At least she will have more respect for you. A man that cowers down and begs paints himself in a weak an pitiful way. You don’t want her to love you out of pity.

I was the same as you are the first time we broke up. After I eased back she started to come around and we had our second go about a year after. But here we are again. So no gurantees.

There are lots of women out there. Yes it is hard to get back into it after you really have loved someone. But it sounds like you need to get back into it. Be patient. If you are date rusty it will take you some time to develop confidence and a game plan for dating. My recomendations are myspace, facebook, cupid.com etc.
Be patient your confidence will grow. Date many don’t get serious quick.

Get up off your but, stop calling her or trying to make any contact at all and start worrying about who is the most important person. YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

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9 months, 2 weeks ago (1 day, 19 hours after post)

I kinda can’t stop sending her messages…telling her how I feel. I just remember all the good times…and i want them again. feeling a lil depressed atm

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