Life
The last year for me has been misery
got moved to a new school
to keep me out of trouble
at first it was okay
the people were cool
but then it all started to go wrong
the popular people decided they didn’t like me
turned the school against me
even my friends started to leave me
then it got hard I didn’t want to go to school
then I met Michelle
turns out she was no beta
told everyone I gave her a suicide letter
the last year has been misery
a turned to drugs
a tried 2 get rid of the pain by hurting my self
a tried to ignore what was going on
kept my feeling bottled up
that was not the thing to do
I realise that now
but it carried on
the pain didn’t go away
it has been misery for me
in the past few months
I have lost so many people
I don’t no what to do with myself
I no I need some help
but I am at the age where I cant trust many people
I live in fear of my parents finding out some of the things I do
I don’t no what to do
with my life its so depressing
I don’t no how much longer I can take it
it driving me insane
I feel like my life is turning into
a ******* nightmare
the scariest thing of all is
when I wake up the nightmare doesn’t end
I am so scared
I feel like I am all alone
the last year has been misery
a turned to drugs
a tried 2 get rid of the pain by hurting my self
a tried to ignore what was going on
kept my feeling bottled up
that was not the thing to do
I realise that now
but it carried on
the pain didn’t go away
it has been misery for me
I found that one special person
in my life I no who I can talk to
his name is ***** he understands
what I am going through at the very moment
I no I can always go and talk to him
he will get me through it
even though in this moment in time
it feels like there is no hope left in me
if it wasn’t for him I don’t no where I would be
would I still be alive
would I have run away from home
I can say though with out him
I don’t think I could go on living
I am so confused
I don’t no what I am meant to do
the last year has been misery
a turned to drugs
a tried 2 get rid of the pain by hurting my self
a tried to ignore what was going on
kept my feeling bottled up
that was not the thing to do
I realise that now
but it carried on
the pain didn’t go away
it has been misery for me
A few months later
his girlfriend stopped him from talking to me
I don’t no how I managed to keep on going
the just kept building up inside me
and the next year was worse
lost both of my grandmothers in less than a month
my aunty Agnes went with them only weeks after
I don’t think I can cope any longer
this is the text i came accross earlier
Anonymous
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