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How am I supose to say something that I’ve told every body a 100 times over (I mean people on this site), I hate myself…
the only time I like myself is when other people like me. I’m never happy…and I don’t know what makes me happy besides being with someone…like in a relationship.
I hate myself more and more, I could probly put myself down 10 times before I put a girl down once. I don’t want to find myself, I just want happiness like now. I don’t wanna use drugs, I don’t want to cut. I cant give someone love when i don’t love myself…that’s bs. It’s all I wanna do is give love and have love in return. I don’t know what to say…I don’t want to wait years to be happy…I don’t want to wait. I’ve done like nothing exciting my whole entire life. im 21…everyone says what a nice person I am, awww thanks…well guess what I’m still alone. It’s actually hard for me to be mean…like if someone said something mean to me i think i would feel down before i would say something mean back. why am I writing this because I don’t know…probly because I can’t tell anyone, and I’m still alone.
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