this is dumb i know.
well back to the same old dead feeling. i went to a flogging molly concert in kansas city and got to talk to robert (or bob) of flogging molly and it was the best thing ever. the band as a whole gives me and otheres alot of hope and joy. their concerts are the best thing in the world. i have been to 3 of their concerts and everytime i feel right, alive, apart of something awesome. i feel like there is no stress. alot of people well say they are a drinking band. but its not true its just people celebrate life with drinking. i don’t drink or do any kind of drugs. i go for the band and how they help me feel alive. but as always the feel fades away and i realize i’m back to the normal life of nothingness. i feel dead inside and alone. but i do not have a bad life in fact i can not say life is hard. but i can say i feel dead inside. maybe i need change but to what? i mean but what if you don’t know how your suppost to be in life. what if self hurt makes you feel alive not pain. what if that makes you feel like a god.
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