Jus finished cutting… i hadn’t done it in a while and i’d forgotten how much it helps me. - Help.com

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Jus finished cutting…

i hadn’t done it in a while and i’d forgotten how much it helps me. i know it’s not a good thing to do but it really does make me feel so much better. i can’t get out of my room cuz i ran out of long sleeve shirts. anyone know of a good way to cover cuts without looking like an idiot. anyway, i’m not doing so good. ther’s a lot of stuff going on and i can’t handle it. some nights i wish i won’t wake up in the morning and when i wake up the next day i’m like “dammit! i’m still here!” i feel so sad. i think i need a hug but i don’t want one. it’s kinda hard to explain. i have a bottle full of pills here next to me. i’ve had them for a while but i’m kinda waiting for the perfect time. when i think about it…there’s been so many “perfect times”. i don’t really know what to do. it’s 6:45am n i haven’t slept at all. i’m kinda lost and really confused right now. sorry it’s so long…you don’t have to reply, i guess i just had to let out how i was feeling right now.

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spiritedsoul offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
Sandgate, G5, GB | 9 months ago (1 minute after post)

itll make you feel good for a little while, but long term itll do you now favours, why? because not only will the problem still be there, you have extra cuts to go with it.

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☼SaD♣p0eT☼ offline Verified User (1 year, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months ago (8 minutes after post)

but i didnt say it felt good. i said it makes me feel better.

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SayItsSo offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 13 #
An Undisclosed Location | 9 months ago (24 minutes after post)

:O don’t do it D:

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Good ole boy offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 11 #
An Undisclosed Location | 9 months ago (30 minutes after post)

You’re mutilaing your anatomy here and for what good reason? To suffice your emotional tension with life? There are more sanitary and less injurious alternatives in coping with your mortification. Medication is available and will provide you with reparative prospect. At least you would no longer have to masquerade the disadvantage of you hideous scars.

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☼SaD♣p0eT☼ offline Verified User (1 year, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months ago (33 minutes after post)

I already take meds

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Good ole boy offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 11 #
An Undisclosed Location | 9 months ago (48 minutes after post)

Have you talked to a psychiatrist?

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☼SaD♣p0eT☼ offline Verified User (1 year, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months ago (1 hour after post)

Isnt that tue guy that gives the meds?

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Rand0 offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months ago (1 hour, 21 minutes after post)

do you want me to give you a tattoo??
=)

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☼SaD♣p0eT☼ offline Verified User (1 year, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months ago (1 hour, 25 minutes after post)

I want one so bad…i feel like i need one. i already told da guy who did my other one to call me wen he has tym to make me one

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Rand0 offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months ago (1 hour, 27 minutes after post)

Can you tell me exactly how you felt in your head before you started cutting today??

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Rand0 offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months ago (1 hour, 30 minutes after post)

Check out the dicksucka http://pophangover.com/?p=183

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☼SaD♣p0eT☼ offline Verified User (1 year, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months ago (1 hour, 35 minutes after post)

I felt lyk i wasnt in control of this emotional pain that i wuz having so i had to gain control by putting physical pain on myself…u kno wut i mean? nothing can hurt me as much as i can hurt myself

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Rand0 offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months ago (1 hour, 40 minutes after post)

OK. Well, I gotta tell you something. You feel in pain and stuff, but your reaction to the pain defines your life. Imagine that you’re a little boy for a second - and you fall over and hurt yourself. What do you do? Stab yourself in the leg to get over the pain?

Imagine that your mom is there. What does she do? She kisses it better right? You know, you can only cut yourself up for so long before you realize that you are who you are, and no amount of self-abuse will make you into a stronger cooler harder person.

What do you want to do in your life creatively? Are you a poet? Do you want to be in a band? Or are you an artist? Do you want to get good at tattooing?

Decide on what you want your future to be like, and then stomp over your bad days on your way to your artistic expressive creative self.

How do you feel now?

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☼SaD♣p0eT☼ offline Verified User (1 year, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months ago (1 hour, 47 minutes after post)

better…

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Rand0 offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months ago (1 hour, 56 minutes after post)

Take each day at a time. Don’t rush to be someone who you aren’t. Take it easy, ok?

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Good ole boy offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 11 #
An Undisclosed Location | 9 months ago (4 hours, 6 minutes after post)

☼SaD♣p0eT☼ wrote:
Isnt that tue guy that gives the meds?

That is the certified doctor who can prescribe you meds. Stay safe.

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Michael Leibman offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Littleton, CO, US | 9 months ago (18 hours, 6 minutes after post)

sorry to hear you being lost and confused. I hope you become unlost and unconfused.

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Michael Leibman offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Littleton, CO, US | 9 months ago (18 hours, 14 minutes after post)

Also, I just remembered, I hope you become Happy!Poet. :)

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☼SaD♣p0eT☼ offline Verified User (1 year, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months ago (19 hours, 21 minutes after post)

Michael Leibman wrote:
sorry to hear you being lost and confused. I hope you become unlost and unconfused.

um…thanks?

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Michael Leibman offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Littleton, CO, US | 9 months ago (19 hours, 32 minutes after post)

um …it’s just a nice hope from a person to a person… I realize others are more helpful, but a tiny positive intention is often tinily good.

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☼SaD♣p0eT☼ offline Verified User (1 year, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months ago (19 hours, 33 minutes after post)

thank you…

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Michael Leibman offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Littleton, CO, US | 9 months ago (19 hours, 50 minutes after post)

I’m reading a book called, “heal yourself with flowers and other essences.” It’s very colorful. If I could show it to you it might help with some of those things you wrote about. or maybe not. but :) I’ll wish you to be happy still.

from, a person :)

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