Jus finished cutting…
i hadn’t done it in a while and i’d forgotten how much it helps me. i know it’s not a good thing to do but it really does make me feel so much better. i can’t get out of my room cuz i ran out of long sleeve shirts. anyone know of a good way to cover cuts without looking like an idiot. anyway, i’m not doing so good. ther’s a lot of stuff going on and i can’t handle it. some nights i wish i won’t wake up in the morning and when i wake up the next day i’m like “dammit! i’m still here!” i feel so sad. i think i need a hug but i don’t want one. it’s kinda hard to explain. i have a bottle full of pills here next to me. i’ve had them for a while but i’m kinda waiting for the perfect time. when i think about it…there’s been so many “perfect times”. i don’t really know what to do. it’s 6:45am n i haven’t slept at all. i’m kinda lost and really confused right now. sorry it’s so long…you don’t have to reply, i guess i just had to let out how i was feeling right now.
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