Im so distraught right now.
I feel so betrayed by a friend that I am in love with. We talk online mostly, some on the phone as well. We are very close. For those you who remember me from last night, I am talking about the same guy. Some weeks we are best friends. And there are nights like tonight where he stops talking to me in mid conversation and walks off leaving me to think I have done something wrong. He has done this to many many times before. Its hard to let him go. I am in horrible pain right now knowing I need to delete him out of my life. Its so hard cause there are times when I feel on top of the world cause he can be an awesome best friend. And then there are moments when he treats me like crap..as if my feelings really don’t exist. I know the obvious answer here is to rid him out of my life and move on. He has been my constant companion for over a year. I am so scared. I have never felt more alone.. I know I have painted him to be a jerk and while a lot of times he can be, he can also be a great friend (at times). Do I just learn to accept that this is him..that this is just his personality and learn to be ok with the times he breaks my heart. Or am I supposed to say “see ya”
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