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I lost all my emotions.
I feel depressed and lonely and sad but can’t seem to cry about it.. It a emotionless depression or something, its killing me from inside. Everyone has some way of dealing with there problems; sex, drugs, alchol but nothing makes me feel better. I just wish I can go back to the way I was.. The last few months have been horrible. It started when last year when I was on my way back from a function, some drunken *** guy on a bike crossed the road at the wrong time and I ran him over, few weeks later me and my girl friend broke up, she just got so distant from me and I eventually broke contact, and a couple of week later everything started falling appart, I was so deep in debt I thought I was gonna crack. Wel, I worked my *** off to pay all that stuff and 2 weeks ago some guy ran into me, so now I have to again take out a loan to fix my car. Oh yeah, and my previous car got stollen last year. So anyway, I met this girl 3 weeks back, she seems to like me but I just can’t go there again. Im not willingly preventing me from getting closer its just I can’t.. Everything that went wrong in the last 2 year.. I did not get angry or cry about anything I just compressed my emotions and moved on with my life. Now I feel this empty void of emoptionless pain that does not want to go away. Its preventing me from moving on with my life. What can I do?? I just wish I could cry it all out but unions are the only thing that can make me shed a tear right now!
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