Mymom didn’t love me or show me any affection and I struggle with that.
She left me when I was 10. ILIke i don’t knoe hoe to keep the house ata balance .I can’t ever seem to get the house clean and when I try to do it after the kids are asleep I don’t get to bed till 1 and if I try to do it during the day , while I’m cleaning 1 thing there makinI’m a stay at home mom with 2 great kids and I can’t stress the love I have for them. The probable is ME. g abouther mess. There young childern 1 and 3 and I do try to get the older one to help . Since I didnt grow up with brothers or sisters I just don’t know how a family runs.I feel like i”ve lost myself. I have no friends. I don’t shop for myself and whats had for me is that everytime I look in the mirror I’v gone from a pretty girl to a face and body of someone else. I knew having kids would stretch my body but not 70 lbs because of diabeties . I am at my lowert that I don”t even want to leave the house being afraid to see someone from the past. Now this year I will be forty and my husband is 33 so I hope he keeps me around. Any positive word to brighten my spirits.
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