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Had a bad day today.

Actually almost everyday is bad so Im going to rant cause a need to get it off my chest and I don’t have anyone to turn to anymore…

I’m getting fat, don’t have the motivation I used to anymore. I’m in a horrible relationship that I ask myself everyday why I’m still with her. I have to intern in the pharmacy for 230 hours no pay and its every day most of the day.

Today was my first day and it was tough, you know how everyone picks on the new guy… I’ve never been behind in the pharmacy so I don’t know how to do much but put ready prescriptions on the shelf for pick up and organize meds and no one really showed me anything that so I look like a retard just standing there while everyone runs around and customers shout at me to help them but im not trained yet and the workers don’t like me cause they now think I just slack off and stand there…

my only 3 friends are always busy or annoying: Sarah never has time for anyone anymore now that she has her girlfriend, Jen is always working and has her Boyfriend, James is getting deep into the drug scene doing coke on his dresser and popping pills getting all messed up and yells at me for not getting “****** up” on my spare time i don’t do anything, but now i wont have any spare time since ill be working over 40 hours a week for free.

I’m involved with someone who was cool nice and attractive at first but now she is just so annoying, ALL SHE DOES is talk, and its about her and her problems and things that have to do nothing with eachother, she sounds like shes on the H (heroin) all random and weird and I keep telling her to stop it and be normal and stop talking about her ex boyfriends so much… Every time she does that, talks like that she makes me love her a little less, but sometimes she can be what I wanted and then I love her more, so its just an ongoing tug a war.

For the longest while I thought the depression was gone almost a month and I was like a normal person but its been coming back this past month. I’m so sad and unhappy and have no one, not even that so called “GF” cause she not there unless where talking about her or her ex boyfriends.

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lull 1 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months, 4 weeks ago (8 minutes after post)

bad day here too….well sorta….
i deal with depression ….its like the wind blowing or the seasons changing…its constant and unavoidable…
i hope things change for you….i hope your sadness goes away….
congrats on the new work your doing….230 hours will go quickly….and you will be pro by the end of it all…remember it was only your first day…
i to have a first on next thursday….my first presentation in university….im super scared….mostly because im super antisocial….
what makes you happy? what kinda things do you do to smile?

bad day here too....well sorta.... i deal with depression ....its like the wind blowing or the seasons changing...its constant and unavoidable... i hope things change for you....i hope your sadness goes away.... congrats on the new work your doing....230 hours will go quickly....and you will be pro by the end of it all...remember it was only your first day... i to have a first on next thursday....my first presentation in university....im super scared....mostly because im super antisocial.... what makes you happy? what kinda things do you do to smile?

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Dan TL 1 #
La Mirada, CA, US | 8 months, 4 weeks ago (26 minutes after post)

I think this is the 3rd or 4th year of having it this bad. Well Im sure you can do it just think of it like really getting your point across like something you strongly believe. Don’t worry about what the people think, worry about what you think of the presentation material itself. well for me, funny things, I like laughing, the occasional exaggerated dancing lol, I love nature and the outdoors and the 2 greatest things of all films/movies and MUSIC cause I like to play instruments.

I think this is the 3rd or 4th year of having it this bad. Well Im sure you can do it just think of it like really getting your point across like something you strongly believe. Don't worry about what the people think, worry about what you think of the presentation material itself. well for me, funny things, I like laughing, the occasional exaggerated dancing lol, I love nature and the outdoors and the 2 greatest things of all films/movies and MUSIC cause I like to play instruments.

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