My heart just hurts…… That sounds cliche.

kc335

My heart just hurts…

… That sounds cliche. But no, it’s not from a heartbreak, it’s just from EVERYTHING.

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Sir Urgdu 4 #
Evanston, IL, US | 8 months, 3 weeks ago (0 minutes after post)

What sparked this feeling tonight?

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Hi,howareyou? 3 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months, 3 weeks ago (4 minutes after post)

whats stressing you?

Help me with: So many things crashing down.

kc335 1 #
Boston, MA, US | 8 months, 3 weeks ago (8 minutes after post)

Wellll it’s been longer than just for a couple of hours. & It’s strange that I can physically feel pain in my heart (maybe thats normal for anxiety or stress or something??).
I guess it just started today with.. hm. Perhaps it’s that tomorrow we are getting recommendations from teachers and chosing courses for next year in school, and that got me thinking about my future. How I hate what it kinda looks like already. I’m clueless. Also, I was supossed to go to the first practice for a sport but at the last minute I decided I was better off focussing on school work (or some other bull crap excuse). I just don’t feel like jumping right into it now, it’s quite a commitment with school on top of it. Ohh, and I’ve got a 4-6 page history research rough draft due tomorrow. That won’t be finished. Oh anddd I’ve got two F’s this quarter.
And I just feel like a disappointment.
Especially because people continue to see good in me, I’m likeable I guess. But on the inside… I hate myself. I just can’t see what they do.

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kc335 1 #
Boston, MA, US | 8 months, 3 weeks ago (9 minutes after post)

What use am I in the world?

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An Unknown Location | 8 months, 3 weeks ago (14 minutes after post)

you just need to be able to see what they see, cause people do like you so there is something.

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kense #
An Unknown Location | 8 months, 3 weeks ago (18 minutes after post)

as much of a use you want to be, if your not satisfied with life right now, what do you think may satisfy you? just do it.

someone once told me to “find my place” personally, i have not yet, but i am also getting grades like you, and theyve gotten better a lil i guess. and the world still pisses me off, but eh, whatre you gonna do.

live or die tryin

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kc335 1 #
Boston, MA, US | 8 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 3 minutes after post)

If it helps anyones responses at all, I’m 15.
Please don’t tell me that all teenagers are like this. I know that’s not true.

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An Unknown Location | 8 months, 3 weeks ago (2 hours, 57 minutes after post)

not everyone does, but it is more common than you would think.

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Sir Urgdu 4 #
Evanston, IL, US | 8 months, 2 weeks ago (21 hours, 54 minutes after post)

kc335 wrote:
If it helps anyones responses at all, I’m 15.
Please don’t tell me that all teenagers are like this. I know that’s not true.

It is most certainly more common than you think. Especially at one point or another during high school.

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kc335 1 #
Boston, MA, US | 8 months, 2 weeks ago (6 days, 1 hour after post)

it’s just that no one seems to. if another person is going through a similar experience as another, wouldn’t they feel any sort of connection with their similarities? either no one else is going through this or…. ha, maybe i’m just a bit mature for my age so i’ll have to wait a couple of years for others to catch up. but then it’ll be too late.
all i ever do is give advice, but i can never find anything that will work for myself. and i don’t always practice what i preach.

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kc335 1 #
Boston, MA, US | 8 months, 2 weeks ago (6 days, 1 hour after post)

so to speak

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Sir Urgdu 4 #
Evanston, IL, US | 8 months, 1 week ago (1 week, 6 days after post)

I would describe my current state as mature beyond my years, just as you. However, I when I said that the problems you face are not uncommon, I meant that there are definitely some like you; however the majority of people will not gain sensitivity to things like depression until their mid 20s.

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kc335 1 #
Boston, MA, US | 8 months ago (2 weeks, 1 day after post)

oh.. great. that makes it worse for ME then because i’m finding it difficult to focus on school work when now, in high school, that is the mosttt important thing!

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