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I think I’m depress?

these past few days I feel like drowning myself in deep water… Now that the world is in crisis, its hard to find a job nowadays. I feel like I’m a useless person, a burden to my family. The one I like doesn’t want me either. I have a disorder but its tolerable but I’m suffering since childhood. Recently i feel like doing nothing, just keep staring at things I see. I think I’m aware of my condition, but I’m not sure anymore. I want runaway as far as I could, I feel like ending my life but I don’t want my mom to be sad. It’s a pity I’m a health care provider but I can’t seem to help myself. OMG, my life sound really depressing… Any advice?

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mar98 offline Verified User (1 year, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 7 #
Dracut, MA, US | 8 months, 1 week ago (19 minutes after post)

Please don’t kill yourself you would hurt a lot people believe it or not.
Hey, we only live so long and there is plenty of time to be dead. I say make the best of your life. No matter how bad things are they can improve little by little. It takes time and hard work. You need to surround yourself with people to help you get there. There will be ruts and down falls along the way, but eventually you will get out of this mess you are in and look back and be so glad to be alive. Things really do get better and you will be happy one day.
You don’t give up. DON’T EVER GIVE UP!

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Neutra offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 19 #
An Undisclosed Location | 8 months, 1 week ago (39 minutes after post)

We are all there right beside you trying to do the best we can. It sounds like your just alittle tired from living this way for so long. You need to take breaks every now and then to heal your self on the inside. Regardless of how bad the economy is you still need to take care of yourself, because if we are not ready then the economy will only go down more.

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Rand0 offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 9 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months, 1 week ago (3 hours, 17 minutes after post)

I have to say that I feel like you all the time too. I feel terribly terribly depressed and suicidal. But right now I’m breathing through it… I’m sure that if I breathe like a body-builder I can overcome this terrible weight. Try it. See if it works for you.

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8 months, 1 week ago (1 day, 21 hours after post)

hey…. i understand. it’s hard to feel like we’re a burden to our family. i’ve felt this way before since i couldnt get a job when i was in college and my parents had to support me. but it’s not over yet and you cant give up. you cant, you have to move on and keep trying. persistence breeds results. also, you dont have to feel insecure if someone doesnt like you. you dont have to be like someone else, when you only have to be yourself.
i used to stare at things for no reason too. it’s hard when you feel so alone… however, i believe that there’s a hole in every man’s heart that only christ can fill. i was so empty, disoriented and confused (tho everything looks fine on the outside) 2 years ago until i met god. when that happened, everything just became make sense, on why on earth you’re here on earth, on why you were created, etc. and you’ll find a purpose in relationship with the loving father. what you need is jesus’ love to fill you up like a coke in a desert… it’s not an empty promise. it’s something real and it’s the truth that will make you free.
there is hope. dont give up. there is hope.

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bubblegumcrisis85 offline Verified User (8 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 8 months, 1 week ago (3 days, 6 hours after post)

Thanks you guys, reading all your post made cry, but i feel happy about it at the same time its inspiring and I’m gonna treasure this my whole life. It’s really hard for me hiding this from my family, I just really don’t want them to worry about me. If others can cope up with such tribulations so can I right? :) thanks so much!!!!

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