anger help: Where do I begin? - Help.com

life is hard. And I can tell you right now its not easy. But I have been in your shoes and I know what its like to be you to some extent. I may not have experienced everything you have but I have experienced almost everything you have told me here on help.com. I am sorry to say that there is no real cure only that there is hope of help for these kind of things.

There are ways of helping you get through this and to cope with everything. Believe me it was the hardest thing for me to deal with through my high school years. I had the hardest times in school with these things to deal with on my own. I didnt talk and I was shy. I was a sad and depressed person all my school years. But once I started opening up to people for help or advice and started to write things down whenever I needed someone to listen I would write it in my journal and somehow someway that journal kept me sane and kept me alive. I did try to commit suicide many times but I kept stopping myself because I kept thinking of my loved ones and how selfish I was being by leaving them with the pain of loosing me to suicide. I could not bare to leave them with that burden upon their minds for the rest of their lives thinking what they could of done but didnt or things similar to that. I started talking to people and it helped. I have cut before and I dont do it no more because I got help. You can get help too. Talk to someone about these things. But make sure its someone you know you can trust and someone who can help.

Dont just go talking about these kinds of things to someone or everyone make sure its the right person or people. You can get help you just got to want it and got to find the right person or people to help you.

Thank you notalive205_party. I appreciate your advice.

I just don’t know anyone I can trust.

I have no one. My insides are screaming HELP. My outsides are crying out. I am loosing myself everyday. I’m sick of life and tired of nothing but fear, pain, dread, and being exhausted. I just want to live I just want to be happy, I want to have energy. I’m so sick of being the problem child thats what i call myself. Im the one with the most health problems in my family. And Im the one suffering everyone else is so happy and Im sitting here sulking like a lion who lost his roar. I just want some help anyone out there please help me please. Im sick of dieing inside I want to be free.